Long time

Finally, I'm blogging again. I MISS INTERNET!! Lol! I feel like I have not been blogging for centuries! Haha! I'm way to busy on weekdays and during weekends I usually go out shopping or relax at home, I have touch my home computer for ages. Awwww... I miss it so much. Lol! Well, something I think I don't feel like blogging anymore, its like useless for me. I don't have much time on net. But I coudln't bare to close it like that. Argh! What a headache. Everyday work and rest for 2 days thats what I do everyday. So boring and not exciting. Nothing to look forward, maybe except every end of month when salary comes in. Haha!

Yesterday my dad, sis and I went to book a chalet for mom's birthday. Can't wait for that day to come. It will be just the 4 of us, enjoying, relaxing... Thats so cool! I'm not sure if my sis will bring her friends along. I just feel kinda weird, I don't know them as well as my parents so.... its understandable. Hee! No matter what I just hope we will have fun then. Right now I'm going to wait for my next salary to come. Haha! *money face*

To Amylia: Thanks! Money makes wonders! Lol!

To Justin: How come the quote doesn't work where you live? Hmmm...

To Nina: Lol! I have things to add on mt 'To-Do' list too.

To Samara: Wait till you get yourself a job and get the money you actually earn, I can tell you that feeling is soooo great. Ha!

To Amanda: I never really know Tommy Lee if not for my sis. Haha! I think he's quite a gentleman. Hee!

To Iskandar: Hey fellow friend! Nice to see another Singaporean.

To Chau: Since our life is so not interesting then maybe we can have 'battle of the boring life'. Lol!

Some stuffs...

Recently, I just read finish 'Tommyland: The Ride' (Tommy Lee's biography). Its really nice to read it. Although some content are not so suitable for underage kid (but I'm not!) Lol! After reading his biography, I came to realise some of the things he say is very true. Like one of this quote he said 'Send out the good and it will come back to you'. I know you might think "I know this too" but will you actually do it? I came to this conclusion that I don't think I have send anything good out.


The book that I read.

Yesterday was pay day! What a wonderful day for me. I get this great news from my boss that they add a extra 20 bucks for my transport fee. What a news! I was delighted. I wonder what makes them want to increase the transport fee. For your info, my basic pay was increase too. (I don't remember if I have said this before, hee.) I only work there for a month, I was totally amazed. Haha! Sadly, one of my colleague will be leaving us next month.

My life is so uninteresting, I got nothing else to write. Lol! My stomach is burning right now, cause I just ate curry chicken for my lunch and its so damn hot! Haha!

To Justin: Thanks for much. I guess things is ok for me now.

To Lisa: For me to live life to the fullest should be done all the things you wish to do, appreciate all the things that you have and all that. Maybe that's why I don't think I have. Lol!

To Siamra: Yeah. It really makes you think. Life is unpredictable.

To Chau: Its hard so the more we should try to do it. Haha!

Thoughts....

I'm so busy recently that I have no time to blog. When I went to work yesterday, I receive a very bad news. One of my colleague had a accident and has passed away. It happen on the saturday night which was my birthday. I was totally shocked, I couldn't believe such thing happen to a 21 years old lady. Everyone in the company went to her funeral and cremation. I hate to see such scene over and over again. I have gone through from my grandparents, uncle and now my colleague (even thought I barely know her for about 3 weeks). I really wish I will never ever needed to attend such event. I'm not afraid of death but I'm afraid of the process of life. Life is short, you never know what will happen to you everyday. So we must live life to the fullest. The real question is, have I live my life to the fullest?

To : I ate alot. Way too much. Haha!

New layout!!

La la la! I got another new layout! This time its featuring Backstreet Boys! Haha! Give me some comments, I know the previous layout was a failure. Haha! Alot of people commenting about the text wasnt clear enough for them to read, so I hope this time is clearer? Anyway, today when I read the tag board I realise theres a 'crapy' person saying her site was better mine 'this crappy peice of junk' (did you notice she spell her piece wrongly? Hee!) and yet she wouldn't dare to show her site here. What a shame! This does NOT upset me at all, instead I'm happy to see such comment. Haha!

Recently got a little influence by Kristyn, she make me like Tommy Lee's and Montley Crue's songs! Haha! She didn't really force me to, is just because she kinda like Tommy Lee now. Haha! And I'm actually listening to Montley Crue's songs now even without Kristyn. I usually don't listen to rock as I think there's not much really good rocker. Haha! I only like Nickleback and Bon Jovi. Now, I have discovered more than just them. Not bad huh?!

Lastly, my birthday is coming and my family has already plan to spend the whole day with me for my 21st birthday. My mom told me we will have big feast from breakfast to dinner! Haha! I'm gonna be fat! I better get myself a diet plan. Lol! It may not be something big but spending time with family is something which money can't buy. I'm glad that I'm born by them. *blessed* Okay, enough of my craps *quoted from that inslutingchick oops I mean insulting LMAO*

Here's the answers for some people who has comment, thanks for asking me questions. Haha! I'm lame.

: It's a account clerk, doing all kinds of stuufs related to finance. Very offic-ish. I'm not allow to wear pants unless its friday.

Hard work?!

Finally I'm able to blog again. I have already started working in a new enviroment for about 3 days, and I have coolected my 3 days pay yesterday! Haha! There's alot of things to learn and do. I have to be very very careful about things or it will become a big mess. For these 3 days, I have stay back to finish my work without having any OT pay thats the company's policy. I don't really mind as long as I don't need to stay till like 8pm. Haha.

Today I will be going shopping with Kris, I need to buy more office clothes. I can't wear t-shirt or jeans material at work unlike the previous one. Haha. So I gotta get more formal clothings.

Recently, I get this little thing that get influence by Kris. I can say she's a so-called fan of Tommy Lee, and before she let me know about it she influence me with his music, and stuffs like that. Haha. Shs always very shy to let me know who she adore or admire. I think its because of me, I used to tease her if I know who she likes and she will be embarrass. So as time goes, she wouldnt want me to know in case I tease her again. Haha. So isnt she clever? She try to influence me before hinting me that he's the guy she adore now. Lol!

Before I go, can anyone ask me questions?! I feel boring to keep saying non-interesting stuffs here. Haha! Ok, gotta cook some food for lunch now. Cya!

Poor me...

I'm working right now but I'm quite free so I decided to blog. Yesterday, it was my secondary school friend's birthday. She has invited me but I decided not to go because I have to work today!! I have to work long long hours from 7.30am to 8pm, until now 4.01pm I have only eaten one meal. *sigh* Poor on me. Haha.

Upon my online friend request, I have to mention him in my blog. Haha! I chat with him serveral times on net, and I once told him that I got nothing to blog so he suggest that I write something about him. So here I am writing about it. *Waves* You see it? Ha ha ha! I'm tired to write anything now. Kinda hungry.. *Sob* 4 more hours to go I will endure. Haha. Got a little giddy here and there. Help me.......................

Finally...

Ok, finally I'm back to blog. There’s nothing interesting happen recently and its so bored to blog when you have nothing to say. But today is different. I found another job!! Yay! Finally I can leave that horrible place and go to somewhere very near my house, fix hours even though salary is the same. I'm happy, I can’t wait to leave but I need to give them 2 weeks notice. It’s so damn long! Heck care! I don't like how the people handle things here. They give me those kind of can't-be-bothered attitude, especially my supervisor. When I tender my resignation letter to her, she doesn’t even ask why. Later she ask my colleague to call me regarding the letter. Why can’t she call me? She simply just doesn’t want to talk to me. Argh! Can’t wait to get the hell out of there.

Anyway, I have decided not to do skinning. Hee! I know I will miss doing new layouts. Maybe until I’m sick of doing layouts then I will do skinning. But I think I won’t get sick of doing layout as its my greatest interest. Hee! That's all I have to say.

To Tam: Ian Thorpe is a Australia swimmer. He is a excellent swimmer, has won several gold meals during Olympic 2004. Here is some picture of him.

Most recent pic, when he come to Singapore IOC 2005.


I prefer those times when his hair is blonde. Hee!




He look cute when hes in short hair too. But long hair is better. Lol!

To Ambrosia: I agree with you. So I decided to give up that idea. Lol!

To Krystal: Sorry about that. I have already try to lighten the font. My current job is customer service. Only pay me 1.1K, not good at all. Hee!

To Amylia: Many stars in da house but I get to see none. Haha.

New Layout!!

Ok guys! Heres my new layout!! Like it? Haha! If you have guess it he's Josh Holloway from 'Lost'. I'm addicted to him right now. Lol! I wanna learn skinning so I can have many skins for you guys to view, what you think is it a good idea?

As for work, I really sick of saying it. I'm finding new job right now, I don't like working there anymore. From monday onwards I will be working long hours. I will have to wake up as early as 6am in the morning and go home around 6pm and sometimes 8pm. I need another job badly now. Haha! The place there really don't suit me anymore.

Well, nothing much today just wanna let you guys know I have a new layout thats all. Haha! Anyway, I'm quite excited about the Olympic IOC 2005. I wanna see Ian Thorpe!!! I can't get information of him coming here. So sad... If anyone happen to know anything about it like what time and when he will be coming to Singapore let me know k? Thanks a million!

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F U C K I T!

Yesterday I was actually blogging in my office while downloading Paint Shop Pro. Unfortunately, the computer doesn’t have enough memories and the whole thing hangs. Even the program for the ordering of gas has hang! The worse has yet to come, calls keep coming in when I was restarting the computer. I was so panic as those orders has to be sent out, so I have to write all those address down, while waiting for the program to start.

Maybe its karma, lol! I was actually writing on how bad the company is and this happen to me. So now I have to re-write and tell you what I actually wrote. For my previous entry I said that the people here was nice, but I was wrong. One of the colleagues told me that people there are talking bad thing behind my back! I was so hurt and I even thought of quitting! How could I stay in such place where I can’t work together with all these people? I guess I’m very easily getting affected with things like that. So yesterday when I was at the office, I just do my own stuffs. I don’t want to get so close to them anymore. I told myself that I would just go there for money, for a living and NOT making friends. It’s really disappointing; if there’s other job out there I will leave immediately.

I actually miss one order the day before yesterday and my supervisor said that the one who miss order could pack their stuffs and go home. Later she found out that it was me, even though she was like kidding but who knows she might really mean it. I don’t really want to bother them anymore, say whatever they like. I don’t wanna give a damn about them.

Anyway, I miss Lost! Lol! Sawyer is the one I miss the most I guess. Haha! I just couldn’t get enough of him. I’m still waiting for season 2. There’s news said that a character will be eliminate, as he/she couldn’t agree on the contract. I wonder who will it be, I sure it will not be Sawyer. Haha! I’m thinking if I should start a new layout. Do you guys think I should? Hee! If I change the layout can you guess who will it be? Haha! Okay, gotta g and play game now, cya guys remember to tell me should I change layout or not. Ciao!

To Olivia: I didn't buy it, is my sister's friend that download the whole season for her.

To Anna: Watching DVDs is great too. You should ask someone to record it for you to watch. Its something you cannot miss. Lol!

To Stef: OMG! I didn't get to see the newspaper. Do you know the exact date he will be coming, I wanna go to airport there to fetch him. Tell me more.

To Nadia: The job doesn’t pay well, after the cut of CPF I left about S$900 (US$537). Sad right?

Damn....

I'm in the office again to blog. Lol! Kinda bored right now as I'm working till 8pm today. I started since 10.30am this morning, and I have 3 more hours to go. *sigh* I felt so sleepy ever since I step into the office. Lol! Anyway, I get some shifts which I hate it. Tue to Fri I will be working from 7.30am to 4pm. And Sat is 3pm to 8pm. I hate the saturday shift, especially it end till so late. By the time I reach home it will be around 9pm. Last entry I have mentioned about the people here were nice but I'm quite a loner here. I dont know how to join into their conversation. *Sigh* Sometimes I feel tired to work here. Please help me. Ahhhh.....

By the way, my sis and I have been watching 'Lost' for the past 3 days and you know what we have already watch till epsoide 21!! I love the show, its awesome! Haha! Have you guys watch it? I love the guy call 'Sawyer' the most. Lol! He look gorgeous despite his character in the show is a little cocky. Lol! Today I dont think I'm able to watch it. *Sob* I feel like if I dont watch for 1 day I will die. Haha! I'm thinking of taking a cab home so I will reach home faster and see if I can catch at least 1 eposide. Lol! I guess I'm a Lost freak now.

To Olympics 2010 if I'm not wrong.

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New enviroment

Thanks everyone!! I'm been working recently and everything is going fine. The enviroment is good, people is nice. I'm at work right now and I'm blogging!! Haha! Isn't it good? Maybe soon I will have to do some shift, I may to work till 8pm. It has to depend on my supervisor what time I will be working by then. I just heard a bad news (for me I think) there may have shift from 8pm to 11pm! *pray* I don't wish to have that. Lol!

Kinda bored right now, and now I'm alone handling those calls so I have to be extra extra careful. If not I'm gonna by killed by people. Lol! By the way, I have buy more nicer clothes for work. Right now I'm waiting for my pay day. lol!

Upon a request from Amylia, she wanted to know my favourite actors, singers, movies, entertainment stuff. Well some of the stuffs you can find it here. Hee.

To Judy: Talk about Olympics I wish I can go China to see Ian. Haha! But theres Commonweath game too. I hate to see Ian retired. *sob*

To lyna/krystal: That friend of mine is not angry with me, she was busy when I message her. Guess I'm a little
paranoid. Lol!

To Maria: Haha! They dont pay me lots. Just enough for me will be good.

To Michelle: Yeah, gotta stop them from nagging. Haha!

To Kristyn: Haha! I knew you can't wait, and you will enjoy some stuffs when I get the pay.

Good news!

Finally, I have a good news to tell you guys, I’m finally employ! If you have read my earlier post, the job is customer service. I never expected that I would be selected. I remember when I was there that interviewer told me that there will be a 2nd interview if selected, but not anymore. Yay! I’m so happy! Hope it will be a pleasant job for me. Do you know what the best thing about being employed? No more nagging from my mom! Haha! This morning, she didn’t come to my room and wake me up early. Isn’t it great? Lol! But tomorrow I will have to wake up very early because work starts at 8.30am. Argh!

Now, I have a problem, I don’t have enough formal clothes! Haha! The interviewer called me and told me that the clothes I wore on that day weren’t formal enough. Lol! Anyway, I wonder how my friend, SY, will feel because we went there together for an interview and now I’m the one that got employed and not her. Plus, I get to know about this job because of SY’s friend (which is also my classmate but I don’t know her that well) She recommends it to my SY. Just a moment ago, I message her and asked her what bus to take to go there but she did not reply me. *puzzled* It makes me wonder if she is mad at me or she is busy? I hope she is not mad at me.

I might be going to buy some clothes later but I have another problem!! I don’t have MONEY!! I can only pray hard that my sister is willing to pay for me. Hehe!

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Untitled

Thanks everyone for your consoles. Its really nice to see all those comments. I thought of not blogging anymore. Its just make me sick, but after much thinking ithink I still wish to blog if not where should I throw all my complains at? But the most important thing is to find a job fast, if not I don't know how to face them. Everyday, my sis will say nasty things to me. A elder sis get scolded by a younger sis, isn't it ashame? Even my friend laugh at me, ha, even I'm laughing at myself.

On monday I will be going for interviews again. *sigh* So tired of that, I hope I can get at least one of them. I might go for at least 2 or 3 interview. *sigh* I'm coughing now, couldn't really sleep well last night. *sigh again*

I wont write anything too long here. I'm bored. Ask me question anyone, anything will do.

To

To . Your job scope might be different from mine even though its waitress. :)

To I got this music baton from Amylia. I think this is fun but never thought that it would pass it to me. I shall pass on to others too. Hee!

Total volume of music in my computer :
24 but i reduce alot from my key board. Hee!

Last CD bought : I don't remember its too long. Damn!

Song playing : Destiny Child - Girl

5 songs I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me currently :
Destiny Child - Girl
Brian Mcknight - Back At One
Brian Mcfadden & Delta Goodrem
Black Eyed Peas - Don't punk woth my heart
Backstreet Boys - Incomplete

5 person that I pass on to: Chau, Kimmi, Mireillie, Roxy & Krystal

Life sucks

I have quit my waitress job without getting any pay because I only work for one day. My whole body is going crack yesterday. I nearly couldn't endure. And its still pain today. Everyone in the house is blaming me for this. I'm PLAIN USELESS! Now my mom try to make things hard for me. Everything just suck. No body will be like me good for nothing, during my O levels I only to pass 1 subject and after I retake the exam, I pass another 1 subject only. Look how stupid I am. I have never achive anything in my whole 21 years. Whats the use of bringing me up. Maybe I shall go to hell earlier. I don't wish to say much today and I might not be blogging any sooner or never again. Bye!


To The customer service job still have to wait for the bos to select and go for 2nd interview. So not much chance I guess. I can't stay at home, my mom is torturing me.

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Headaches

If you have read my previous post you will know that I went for a interview yesterday. I get the job, she ask me to start work tomorrow. But one thing, after yesterday's interview I don't feel like working over there. I hate the working time, it start from 11am to 3pm after that it has a break from 3pm to 6pm, later continue to work from 6pm to 10.30pm. Argh! So late! What if theres cleaning and whatever things? I will be going home at 11pm? And I need about 45 mins to reach home. Whats more? I have to buy my own pants n shoe. Even my friend thinks if I was her she wouldnt want it too. But my whole family keep ask me to try it. And one of the supervisor is my mom's friend!

Today there's another interview as a customer service. I rather get this, but its not comfirm that I will get it. *sigh* I thought I finally find a job but end up headache.

Now my friend try to help me find another job which she has work before, but I'm sure if they want people right now. I'm waiting for her call right now. *praying*

Think back, I rather go school then working. With my electronic cert I cant get the job that want. I never think of being a technician. School is so much better. School wont reject you from studying in their school. Going to school doesnt need to be stress, you get allowance from parent every week. Study for those important subjects and pass the tests. Able to make friends. *sigh* No point saying these, its useless now. *depress*

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Happenings...

First of all, I wanted to say I just got a new computer!! All thanks to my greatest dad. Hee! It has a 17' inch LCD screen, DVD RW, 1024MB DDR RAM, 200GB S-ATA HDD, TV Tuner Card with FM Radio and etc. Wow! This is crazy and I'm loving it!! Whats more it come with a free digital camera!! This camera can replace my previously lost camera.

Milan lose its Champion League title to Liverpool! I was really shock when Liverpool could actually score 3 goals in 6 mintues. *Sigh* Sadly, Milan lose in the penalty kick. I don't wish to say more about this, its just too depress for me.

I know its late to say now but I just wanted to sayCarrie has won the American Idol! Congrate to her. I'm not surprise that she won, but I think Bo and her are equally good. To me I think Bo will be more famous than Carrie, as asian voted Bo as their favourite more than Carrie. Can't wait to see if Bo's album will be release here. Hee!

One good news for me, I have a interview on Monday. This is a waitress job, and most likely to have it but I'm totally new to this. I really hope I can get this job if not I think I can jump down from 100 storey. Lol! *finger cross* Wish me luck k?

Again

Start to find job again today. I have tried to call and send resume to all those jobs that I think its fine for me. For so many calls I have made, none of them have positive response. *sigh* Well, I still can find tomorrow. The only problem is I'm so damn afraid my mom's nagging. Lol! I can't stand her nag at me. I overheard her conversation with my dad last night, she told him something like I'm those kind that can't be bothered, blah... Well, what can I do? That's what she thinks, in actual fact its not like what she thinks. She think I really don't care? She don't know how headache and stress each and everytime she nags at me. What she expect me to response whenever she ask me about finding jobs? I can't be like "Yes, yes, I will call this call that tomorrow. No problem, I will try my best.. blah.." Sorry I don't because I'm not those kind of person I prefer to do it quietly, I'm not those kind that will let others know what exactly what I'm thinking. Bored now, as my sis is out and I have really tried to call and even when to the agency website to update my resume hoping they will call me very soon.

Find some interesting pictures, just for laugh. Enjoy!


What a dumb police. Lol!


One of the way to cheat. Imao!


Security check for your family members, friends amd relatives. Lol!


Ducks has more advantage than human.


Do you wanna stay for a night? Hee!


Another to listen to the doctor's advice. Lol!

Lastly, I'm gonna watch American Idol tonight. I hope Bo Bice will win. He has a great voice, personality, everything. Hee! To me I think Bo and Carrie might be the final 2 but who knows maybe its Vontell instead of Carrie. Well, we shall see. *Cross finger for Bo*

Relationships

First of all I would like to ask you guys, if you are close to your family members? For me I think I'm very close to my sis and quite close to my dad but not my mum. I don't know why, sometimes she is good but most of the time I just can't tolerate her. I always don't feel her care or concern for me.

I'm sick the last few days and I cant go to work. After I came back from the clinic, she kept calling my sis to check if I'm well. The reason why she kept calling is not because she really care about my illness but to hope that I can able to work the next day.

The next day I'm still not well but I call to find out if I still need to work as its a 3 days work. The person said I don't have to go for these 3 days, of course I'm happy but not my mum. After I let her know about it, she has never ask much about my illness anymore. See how truthful of her!

About 2 days ago, she asked me what kind of job I want to find and I'm really sick of people asking me this question. So I tell her not to ask me, I don't wish to answer that. She immediately changed her tone and started to nag. She said: "fine, I don't want to care about you anymore, I'll let you do whatever things you like, blah blah... I cant spoon feed you for the rest of your life" Excuse me! I didn't expect you to do that and I hate that!! She just don't understand me. I really get irriated by it. Each and everytime she has to keep asking me about this. I just kept quiet, as I know its useless to say anything.

Yesterday, when the phone ring I knew its her and I told my sis that I hate to hear the phone. Indeed, she called and asked me if I have asked when I will recieve my paid. I told her that it won't be that fast and she told that me I can't keep waiting for this part time job. I told her that I didn't want to wait for this.At the same time I can't tell her how much I hate to be a promoter. If possible, I never want to do it . So I tell her I can find other jobs, why should I do this kind of part time job. She said that but I didn't find any, and I get furious and said I just recovered from my sickness and shes speechless. Shes don't even remember I'm SICK! How sick of it.

What's more? She asks me to do house work all the time. It's not that I don't want to do but when I'm sick. She don't asks my sis to do it. She waits for me to recover and asks me to do. She has never ask my sis to do any house work! When is the last time she asks her to sweep floor? Just because I'm the one with no job?! My sis has a part time job so she don't have to?! Just hate it. Forget it! Everytime when I think about it just makes me mad. I don't wish to go on anymore. Sound like a granny telling her old grandma story.

Lastly, thanks to all people that have comment!

God bless!

Sick

I'm sick! I had flu, fever and body aching. Its been 2 days. Now anything that I taste it taste so badly. I guess I had it from my dad (the first people that is sick), cause that day when we are having dinner I asked him to use another spoon instead of his so that we wont catch his diease. But he didn't, and the next day I'm down with flu! I told him about it, but he refuse to admit. Right now I'm not the only person who is sick, dad, me and my sis is sick! What a bad thing huh! Luckily I feel better now. The first day when I'm sick is the worse. In the middle of the night I felt a little feverish, so I got up and ate some pill. The next morning, I saw my eyes was swollen! Until today my left eye is has not fully recover yet. I think the clinic near my house is bad, the medicine that the doctor gave wasnt that good after eating 1 day, my flu don't really seems like recovering. Instead today I ate the parondal flu medicine, I felt much better. Ok, enough of my sick story. Hope my sis is ok, shes a little feverish this morning but still she has to go to work.

By the way, my domain was down for the past few days thats why my previous post wasnt up till now.

God bless

Sigh

I don't know if I'm bad in luck or is it fated. Yesterday I was so happy that I finally going to have a part time job soon, but just now Aunty May call me its not really confirm. Why?! I don't know if its gonna be ok or worse. *sigh* I'm so sick of this. Damn it! Now I could only have my fingers cross.

Anyway, I miss the match Milan & PSV. Cause I'm too tired, even my sis switch on the room light I'm still sleeping. Lol! Good to hear that they won. Congrate! I think they will win the CL this year. Don't ever let chelsea have it.

Bored right now, no one is chatting with me. By the way, I'm looking for some link exchange if you are interested let me know.

Thats all! God bless!

First post

I shall now announce Kristyn and Christina have seperated! Does it confuse you? Well, its actually we are now having our own URL, own blog and everything. We are not blogging together like we used to. I'm not sure how many people will actually read this, but I don't care. So I don't mind if I see my comment box blank all the time. (Actually I mind a little Hee!)

I just finish watching Amazing Race, its pretty exciting. I have never thought that I would ever watch this season's Amazing Race. Nothing much today, as I have said this is a boring blog. Roma match has start, I gotta go and watch it now. No Totti! *Sigh* I hope they will play well today and win! *Pray hard*

Thats all I have to say. God bless!