Stucked

Upset, speechless, worry... When I get to see what my sis has blogged, I didn't even get a chance to finish my dinner. All my appetite has gone. Whatever that I have thought wasn't that true after all I guess. Things changes.. Sometimes people don't understand comething and doesn't want to ask directly. Even they worry about me, how would I get to know? It really upset me... Why can't my dad just ask me anything if he has doubt? Why must they always talk to my sis instead of ME!?!? I'm the one who involve NOT her. Damn fucking piss off. So maybe all along all those question brought up by my mom is bcos of my dad. You can ask me and I'm more then glad to answer anything to you.

There is something I can't agree when I saw this. Here she say "If you are always lonely without any bestfriend, when you got a boyfriend, he will become your everything" IT'S WRONG. To say the truth he is not my everything. He just become part of my life. I don't really like it cos she always like to assume what I'm thinking. You can know the person very well or even guess correctly what she/he thinking but its doesn't mean you can read her/his mind. Why would I rather go out than staying at home? When I'm at home I can do nothing and sitting near her its would only make myself a bother. Why does I always went to sleep after I came home? Because I don't wish to so-call make u uncomfortable with me around you looking at what you doing. Why I want to spend money to buy myself a pc? Because you say say you want space, I want to let you have own freedom of time using the computer without me stopping you. You no longer company nor entertain me. You are way too busy with your stuff. I told you I'm glad that now I can sleep well without you accompany to sleep, and you can move out to have your very own space. I know this day will come but I really never thought its so soon. Yea I no longer need to reply on you anymore, I'm glad. Too dependent on you always make me upset. Sigh... Surprise, surprise again. Fuck it.

*Edited*
I went to ask my dad and hopefully I can ease his enquire. Well he get his answer and I'm satisfy. Things is always better if theres talk. So at least I get my piece o my mind.