Happy or sad??

From monday onwards I'll be working finally. Lol. After so many months of break I finally get a job but its a 6 month contract and after that if the comapny think I have done well they will sign me as a permante staff. But I kinda have some phobia , afraid being terminated. Well just work hard then^^

Recently I have been thinking, thinking about the past. Now that he and I are working we will have even lesser time to meet each other. My working hours was 8.30am to 5.30pm while his shift is 12noon to 8pm or 5pm to 1am. It make it very hard for us to meet. Sigh, I miss those days when we meet each other after work for 3-5 times per week to watch movie, dinner or even sit at a corner to chat for hours. But now we hardly have that now. Not able to meet him often is really a miserable thing for me, I couldn't bare the loneliness. I would miss him so much that I kept dream of him in night. But well nothing could change for the time being until he get a new job?? I'm not sure... This has been bothering me for weeks. I remember I watch a movie and there's a quote something like this... 'If you can't get used to it then live with it' Guess I'm gonna live with it.

I remember when I was single whenever I read my friends blog and they are always blogging about their boyfriends and I thought to myself why are these people keep writing about their bfs? In the end I myself do the same thing too. Guess it's because it happen to be the part of my life too. Lol.

I get to know a sad story from my friend, the girl who he is so-called with has decided not to be with him. All I can say is this girl is a bitch! After all the things that he has done and say but she just keep giving excuses that she need time, he don't make her feel he love her and even give him a date for confirmation. WTF? Well, I had long advise him that this girl might be finding a subsitute but he doesnt listen, now that it has happen he was so upset that he couldn't study for his exam. Pity him but what can I do? I already advise n console him as a friend. Wish him luck then.

Last and not least my sis actually replace the domain with her blog! OMG. That day she was telling me about we does not have much fanlisting anymore and wanted to move domain or something which I don't quite understand and I keep asking her, but she doesnt answer my doubt. Only until recently I went to her blog and saw 'moved' and it actually went to the domain. Sorry I can't accept this unless you do something to it. I'm paying the domain so if the collective is really to be close, my blog should be at the domain page. If not either you for the domainor change a url. I'm not going to push you to change immediately so take your time^^ Thanks.