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Yun Nam Blogging Contest and Giveaway!

2011-04-28T21:52:00.002+08:00

Thick, straight, beautiful and healthy hair~~~ Who doesn't want to have it? But I'm not one of those lucky ones :( And here's my story............

I love straight hair so I rebond my hair very frequently and I also love to colour my hair but these are damaging my precious hair. *cries* What worse is I start to have white hair about 2 years ago, one of my friend told me
"Wow why you have so many white hair?"
After hearing this I am definitely very sad.

I remember when i was younger my hair alot and thick. Now my hair volume is almost twice lesser compare to a few years ago.

Not only that, my hair starts to "leaves" me as well.. So afraid that by the age of 40+ I will become bald! Goshhh that is sooo scary... I have tried all sorts of shampoo and nothing helps. Recently my greatest nightmare has arrive!! Dandruff!!! It is definitely my hair worse enemy ever!

I believe my hair will be save! And that day will come soon hee!

There are always solutions with Yun Nam

Anniversary

2011-04-27T22:54:00.004+08:00

Weee... my 3rd anniversary is reaching very soon... My darling has already plan an awesome celebration. I can't wait for that day to arrive!!

Nuffnang Movie Contest – “I AM NUMBER FOUR”

2011-02-11T15:25:00.007+08:00

Reasons why I should win tickets to "I Am Number Four' preview screening:

Reason Num 1: Because it is a movie produce by Michael Bay. I totally love his movie, like 'Tansformer', favourite! So I'm not gonna miss this movie as well.

Reason Num 2: Alex Pettyfer is sooooo handsome! Who doesn't like him?! A good looking actor is always a plus plus point for a movie. *wink*

Reason Num 3: Watching movie is like my 2nd life. I love watching movies and watch all the times. Hahaha.

Reason Num 4: Because this is Number Four! By watching the trailer it make me excited to watch this movie already. Here's the trailer.

Reason Num 5: Because I am number Five! Hahaha.. That's why I need to see this movie in order for to continue the sequel! Lol.

Catch I Am Number Four Movie starting from 24th February 2011 and join the official Disney Studios Singapore Facebook & Twitter page!

Happy Chinese New Year

2011-01-31T17:17:00.000+08:00

GONG XI GONG XI!! It's new year again. This year I'm going with my hubby to his hometown. 1st time playing fire cracker!! Excited!

Nuffnang Movie Contest – “Prince Of Persia: The Sands Of Time”

2010-05-19T21:52:00.007+08:00

If there is an event I wan to turn back time, it would be the years ago when I was only 12 years old. That day was a sunday, my sister and I had this thought we would run from a distance and jump onto the bed. First few attempts was a success, accident happen when I missed the step while jumping. I had a cut just below my bottom lips. Not long after my sister fail on her jump too and cut her tongue. Both of us were bleeding but kept quiet about it. And it left us a scar which forever reminds us about that incident.

If I could turn back time, I would able to stop this incident, telling my sister it's not a good game to play, we might get hurt. I will suggest we play other stuffs so that both of us will be safe and there wont be scar.

Catch Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time Movie starting from 27th May 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!

Post-it® Brand Blogging Contest

2010-04-15T14:06:00.003+08:00

Do you know Post-it® Brand is having a contest now? The originator of Post-it® Brand celebrates its 30th Anniversary! They are having a Post-it® “How You Use It” contest and you could win awesome prizes. For more info click here

Of course I would love to win something too. So here's is how I use Post-it®.

A breakfast reminder for my hubby:

Nuffnang Movie Contest – “Alice in Wonderland” Movie Tickets Giveaway!

2010-02-23T10:07:00.005+08:00

ALICE IN WONDERLAND

My favourite character for Alice in Wonderland is definitely Alice. I have love this story since I’m a very young kid. I like Alice because she is able to experience so many different encounters, eg. dropping into rabbit hole, meeting white rabbit wearing a coat and carrying a watch, being shrink and grow into giant size, plus meeting all different kinds of animals, etc. Of course I like where Alice save the Wonderland. It is such a fantasy and imaginary movie that everyone will love it!

Catch Alice in Wonderland Movie starting from 4th March 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!

Last day of 2009

2010-01-02T00:29:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year to everyone!! I guess I can say I'm looking forward to have a better year.
2009 wasn't a great year for me. Well, the last day of 2009 my mum treat us and granny to Japanese buffet. It was actually a celebration for granny birthday. I remember how excited and anxious about knocking off from work that day. I simply cant wait to leave the office.

When the time strike 12noon, and I saw my manager and supervisor has left the office, I flew immediate to meet my family. And I had an awesome lunch. After lunch, my hubby accompany me to buy my new handphone! Woot! Blackberry Bold 9700... I'm lovin' it... Haha I'm gonna let my bb look pretty soon. Lol...

SO happy~

Tea pot soup!

Granny's birthday cake.

Why you want the Garmin-Asus G60?

2009-12-08T19:15:00.004+08:00

Why I want Garmin-Asus G60?

Although Singapore is a small island, I always get lost in direction. With this Asus G60, I can be anywhere without getting lost again. I can use it anywhere or even in a car! What a fantastic all in one phone. What's even better is maps are available for purchase.

It has a display screen of 3.55" 65k colours, anti-glare resistive touchscreen, I love big screen!
What I like the most is the expandable memory can expand up to 16GB, sooo I can store lots of pics in it. Hee! It would be the best Christmas present if I'm able to win it. Hee

For info about the phone spec etc, please visit Garminasus.com.sg And if you love the phone like me, visit Nuffnang.com.sg win yourself a Asus G60 or M20! *wink wink*

Trip back to my hubby's hometown

2009-12-07T13:12:00.002+08:00

I'm back from my hubby's hometown long ago and I'm too lazy to blog about it. LOL. I love going back there, it's so relaxing. This time we bring our parents too, it was their 1st time going there and my dad was sooo looking forward to go to Taiping lake. He mention it was a very good place for photography. I went there so many times but never really took notice about how beautiful the place is.

The first day we went it was drizzling and we were unable to stay long so we decided we should go back to the lake the next day. Unfortunately my camera's SD card was not inside my camera due to some stupid reason which is not worth mentioning lol.

So sad case, I didn't have any chance to shoot any pic on our 2nd time to the lake. My hubby's sis took it. After the whole trip, I went home and check those pic that my hubby's sis took. It was a disaster!! About 90% of the photo she took I have to delete it and get so furious just by looking at it. Arghhh forget it, I swear the next time I will never leave my SD to others camera. lol.

The view of the lake

Those trees were really pretty. I think all trees are over hundreds years old!

This is the only pic I felt hilarious (took by my hubby's sis)

Cooking time!

2009-11-11T17:36:00.003+08:00

This morning my sister and I went to watch Julie & Julia. The movie was pretty nice, after all its all about cooking which is my fav. Lol. So after watching I soooo feel like cooking. Last sunday, my hubby bought me a sushi making kit, I think it is more kids. Lol. I know sound funny, cos it's a kid set. Well, I love it so much that i wanted to have it. There are many other kind of kit sets, but I could only buy 1 so....

So today I plan to make more sushi. Yesterday was a failure, the sushi didn't turn out to be what I expected. So today I went to buy seaweed, I will use the sushi kit to do again. Indeed, somehow I made it! haha. Tho some of them just break off but I think it still taste nice haha.

Nothing much

2009-11-10T23:32:00.004+08:00

Previously I have made some chicken bun and had no chance to post it yet. So today the making of chicken bun has relive!
A step by step teaching you how to make a chicken bun. Enjoy.

Step 1: Prepare mushroom, mince chicken and carrots.

Step 2: Mix ingredients with seasonings.

Step 3: Knead dough (I use self rising flour)

Step 4: Cover the dough to let it rise

Step 5: Make the bun (I made some pattern to stick on top of the bun hee)

Step 6: Steam it for about 20-30 mins

A closer look.

Step 7: Complete! (I know it doesn't look really yummy. lol)

The inside:

Overall I think it taste pretty good, my family felt it too. Haha. But I guess some of the bun the skin is too thick. Next time I will remember to make thinner. Haha!

All about food

2009-08-11T21:17:00.000+08:00

Here are the photo taken at the restaurant Dian Siao Er.

The soup of the day - Lotus with Pork Ribs

Yummy! The duck is sooo tasty

This is the pork that doesn't taste oily at all

Steam fish slice

Claypot Eggplant... Awesome!

Part of the restaurant

A few days or weeks ago which I couldn't remember haha, I made Sushi Rice Ball for my family to taste. And of course I made the largest ball for my hubby haha.

Everyone gets their 'balls' lol

Artistic view Lol!

The largest with special filling for my darling :P

Recaps

2009-08-03T17:13:00.004+08:00

Some recap of my some miserable encounter happened on last Saturday. My parents and I had an awesome lunch at a restaurant ‘Dian Xiao Er’. We ordered a family set meal with 4 dishes, 1 soup per person with rice. The 4 dishes are HK Style Steam Fish Slice, Dong Po Ro (pork dish), Dang Gui Roast Duck, Claypot Eggplant and Lotus Soup. I can say all the dishes are sooooo delicious even my parents agreed on it and comment we shall go there and eat the next time. Definitely worth it. Haha.

Well, after finishing our lunch my parents are going dating at Ion Orchard. I’m the poor girl that has no date and will be heading home. I was happily buy some tarts and bought a new pair of spectacles. When I reach my block’s void deck, I realize I didn’t bring my house key! No one is at home too! I know it is too late to call my parents to come back home to give me their keys. Fortunately, I brought my wallet. I got no choice but to take train to Tiong Bahru to find my hubby for keys. Lol.

It was really very embarrassing, I wore a very old short and there are patches of stains which I didn’t realize when before going out for lunch. So I had to wear it all the way to my hubby’s workplace. Feel like a aunty that just came back from wet market lol. After taking the keys, I was too embarrassed to take train home so I took a cab back. Spent around $16 on the cab fare. So sad… I’m $16 poorer now haha.

Went to Ion Orchard last last week, forget which sun I went lol. Well, nothing much I guess. Most of the shops are high ends shops, so they are definitely don’t suit me. Lol. My hubby and I had ice cream and dinner at Jurong point. Ice cream is yummy! I had my favourite Mango and Passion Food. Hee We had our dinner at Billy Bombers, I ate Surf and Turf Set Meal while my hubby ate Pork Rib and Chicken Thigh Set Meal.

This morning, I got really fed up by my boss. Stupid, idiot! Don’t wish to explain further else my blood will start to boil again for no reason. God please bless me not to be so miserable again!

Pork Rib and Chicken Thigh!

Yummy! Steak and Fish with Fries.

Eclipse = Bad Day?

2009-07-22T13:01:00.002+08:00

Today is the day where eclipse took place. Remind me of Heros, when eclipse took place they become super hero that own super power. Lol. Sometimes I wish I can be one of them too. Hahaha.. I must be thinking too much.

For me I think today is really a bad day for me. The moment I woke up, I'm so damn tired cause I have been dreaming all night. I dream about Charlie! Lol. Cant remember any details but I guess wasnt a bad dream. After preparing for work outside is already raining. I have never like raining cause it get me all wet. Hate that kind of feeling. Well after that I went to took train, on the way the train stopped for quite sometimes and an announcement was made that the previous train had some techinical fault thus cause the delay. I remember I was stuck in the middle of the railway for more than 20 mins. I so extremely tired, so I fall asleep. The moment I woke up, I realise I had miss the station by 1 stop. Damn it. I'm already late and I miss the station to alight.

After alighting at the next 2 station, I went to took a cab to work. It was still raining. Finally reach office at 9.20am, I was late by 20 mins. Well, I think not much people saw me late. Haha I thought all these bad happening has come to an end. Who knows when I was having lunch with my colleague. One of them pop up this question "Where u going after your work?" I thought for a moment and realise something "Shit! I forget I got class today. I didnt bring my textbook." What to do, I guess I will go to my lesson empty-handed haha.

Guess it's a bad day for me, instead of changing me into someone having super powers hahaha. Dream on....

During lunch time, my colleague told me that today is her last day. I'm so shock. The news was so sudden. I asked why does she want to left, she told me that she has no choice. She got axe! Sigh for her. While eating I kept thinking on yesterday's conversation about who and who are those people that are apple polisher to boss. And come to this conclusion that is every boss likes being 'lick'? If you don't 'lick' you will lose out to others? I hate that. This is one of the reason why I left my previous company. I hate the people there, they somehow form a motto "You lick, you win!" Lol. Nice motto huh? This motto just came out from my brain somehow. Ha.

Human are such a strange creature, they like to gossip, back stab, insult, laugh at, boot licking at, faking with others. Cant they just be themselves? Be frank, honest and being yourself. Being truthful to others. That is why human is the most cunning animal on earth. Peace out!

2009-07-13T12:07:00.004+08:00

Finally, I make some time to blog... Looking at my previous post, the last entry excluding the new layout post is on the feb. Way sooooo long.. Lol. Tons of things had happen but I cant remember each and every detail to blog it.

Feb: After leaving the company, my rotting and growing 'mushrooms' days just started lol.

March: Whole month playing WOW and watching taiwan drama and movies.

April: Should be the same as march lol.

May: My 1st year anniversay! Been married for a year! Wow time flies... Still remember those time when my hubby and I just met. It's a blessing to marry him haha. Tho I don't go thru many relationships or experience alot of so-called ' love drama', I'm already content for what I got.

On the very day, my hubby took a day leave wanting to celebrate with me. But heaven play a trick on us, I was on high fever and sick for many days. I didnt even get to eat a single slice of the cake that my hubby bought. *sad* What worse was my hubby fall sick the next day. I guess I pass the virus to him lol. Poor us! Our 1st anniversay turn out to be not romantic and not happy day!! Next year's anniversay we must do something special to repay our 1st year. Lol.

June: Cant remember much, been rotting, watching drama everyday, every hour. Of course a bit of job hunting... Lucky enough I got a job after sitting for at least 3 months at home. I got this post of procurement cum admin executive. Pretty nice location and enviroment.

July: After working for nearly 3 weeks, I still cant click with some of the colleague here. It seems so hard to talk to them. During lunch I can totally keep quiet and hear them chat. There's nothing I can join in the conversation. Probably I'm still not used to it. I used to chat alot when I was still in my previous company, my colleague there was so crappy that we can joke and tease one another. Well, they all left before me. I miss those time when they always say I'm the lamest and crap alot. I miss crapping around. Sigh

I just sign up Twitter recommend by my sis. Will be posting all kinds of nonsense there. Feel free to join me crap. Lol. Anything or any new happening I will post there. I have put it up just at the right side------>

I was too bored, nothing to do in the office. Lol. Keep finding ways to kill time. *stab stab* 6pm please come fast. Lol.

New layout

2009-06-21T17:05:00.001+08:00

New layout! After sooo long.. I will try to post something when I'm so-called free. Lol.

Bling bling

2009-02-28T21:13:00.003+08:00

Finally, on Wednesday my hubby went to collect my Valentine Day present. Hee! There's a phrase saying that 'Diamonds are women best friend'. I doesnt agree at all, but after seeing my bling bling (lol) I think its somehow a bit true. Haha.

Well, and Friday was my last day of work, and a few colleague of mine treat me TCC. Actually I felt kinda sad to leave if not for that 'dog' n her 'family members'. Just in case you don't know who is dog n her family member, let me explain. Dog is my ex manager, that promote from a specialist to a manager within 6 months. She is someone that do so much mistake but got covered up by somebody else, a freaking unlady like woman. She burps loudly any time of the day, laugh like a monster, behave like a market place aunty.

When she was just a specialist, she try means and ways to click with us. Once she become a manager, she was so damn proud. She thinks she owns the whole world. Shouting at her team members. Dont wish to talk about her, everytime I see her I feel like slapping her.

Anyway, I gotta start looking for job again. Sigh.. Again... The most sick and hateful thing to do. When I start to work at that company I thought I may stay long this time as the people is nice, I get to know a few best colleague, very flexible lunch time. But all was gone within a few months. My best colleague left, lunch hour being cut, more work, more changes and more of every bad things. If only there isnt so much changes, I might still be working there.

*Bling bling*

This is where I sit.

Happy Valentine!

2009-02-18T00:21:00.002+08:00

Lol. I know I'm late, cos I'm too lazy to post. That Valentine Saturday, I was actually planning to make a loving bento for my hubby. Who knows, he tell me that he wants to take medical leave so that he can accompany me. Awwwww.. so nice. Hee. So instead of making him a bento, I might as well cook him a valentine lunch. lol. Here's the food that I have cook, its something very simple.

Click picture to view larger version:

First we have grilled Chicken Teryaki

Next we have Broccli with Japanese Mushroom

Not to forget the rice, flowers growing in the air of love. lol

Here's the 3 dishes!

Merry Christmas

2008-12-25T11:54:00.003+08:00

It's been long.. Merry Christmas to all of you. Not much thing has happen, went out with my 'bear' buddy on the Wednesday, miss them so much. I miss the fun we had when we were together. Always crap non stop and laugh non stop. Although we may have separate, our feeling will not be gone. Hope to see you all very soon.

Lastly, my decision has been made. Wish me luck in my choice, tho i know its a bad choice for now but I just wanna break free from there.

Thanks SP for the lovely gift.

hohoho

2008-09-27T21:00:00.002+08:00

Well, nothing much being bored so just went around doing some nonsense quizzes lol.

Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test

Lol. I'm not stupid, just slightly above average.

Am-I-Dumb.com - Intelligence Test

Lol. Wasn't really intelligence enough.

62.6/100
RateMyLife.net - How is your life going?

My life was not bad. Rather true. Hee.

Sweet

2008-09-02T21:37:00.006+08:00

I came across a forum and found this, its so meaningful.

女人善变的是脸,男人善变的是心.
叶子的离开是风的追求,还是树的不挽留?
喜欢淡淡的爱还是深深的喜欢?
鱼说看不到我的眼泪因为我在水中,水说我能感觉到因为你在我心中.
在爱的世界里,没有谁对不起谁,只有谁不珍惜谁.
这个世界有一种感情,虽然刻骨铭心,却只能擦肩而过。

For someone who has just lost her love, please take care. I believe there's always someone waiting for you somewhere, waiting for you to notice him and he shall be the one.

Another 1 here:

幸福是能够在每天早上醒来的时后看到你，但又不会吵到你。
但是当你每天早上醒来的时后，却看不到我。

幸福是能够在你不开心的时后逗你笑，想办法让你开心。
但我从来都没问过你什么是让你最开心的。

幸福是能够在你想哭的时后，尽量阻止每一滴眼泪。
但我从来都不知道你流的每一滴眼泪却是因为我。

幸福是能够在你说你喜欢一样东西的时后，送给你。
但我现在才知道让你最开心的是我给你的时间。

幸福是能够在你说你累时，背着你一起走着。
但我没想过你会累是因为我。

幸福是能够让你有打从心底的快乐。

Here's a very nice and interesting blog, this person writes awesome stories. http://anntonii.blogspot.com/

August

2008-08-24T17:00:00.003+08:00

Too lazy to blog for this month. Cause I'm too busy working and during off days I will slack like nobody's business lol. Well, Just want to post some pics from my hubby and my 24th birthday, our trip to his hometown again. Starting from next month I will be going for my studying again as a part time student. Arghh I wonder how am I going to survive.

Lastly I give my hp a brand new look. I love it so much, as if it was a new hp to me again. Haha.

Click it to enlarge

The rest here: Malaysia trip, My hubby and my 24th birthday

New Layout

2008-08-03T17:23:00.002+08:00

Like it? Haha.. I personally like it. Tho married for almost 3 months, I still feel sometimes I'm in honeymoon haha. Nothing much particular, I'll be leaving to my hubby's hometown again this month. He wanted to settle some family problem so I accompany him so as to giving myself a break from work. My work nowadays is getting busier everyday. Alot of my colleague is quiting, sooner or later the whole company except managers are new comers. So far 3 has gone, 3 more resigning, a few more going to quit too. Sigh. This company's turn over is way too high. I shall see how things goes.

Ding ding ding

2008-06-09T11:46:00.004+08:00

Wedding again.. This time its my college classmate who get married. Seems like everyone has grow up and they are all stepping into a new chapter of their life. Thinking back when we are all schooling, things are so much simple and interesting. Now everyone is like working or are doing their further studies. I think its about a few years since I last meet them. Its really nice to see them again. After all its a nice dinner.

Here's the photo link: http://photobucket.com/Fatt_wedding

Long time

2008-06-01T16:33:00.004+08:00

Its a long time since I blog again. i'm just too lazy lol. Just some quick recap here.. Recently my hubby got dengue fever. Glad that it wasn't very serious and he had 1 week leave. He has recover now and has went to work. Yesterday we watch Narina, the show was great! 2 handsome and awesome actor. Whoo... Lol. After that we went to Singapore Flyer and it was pretty nice. Tho the view is about the same when I view it from New Asia Bar. Lol. Will upload pics when I have more time Lol.

For my wedding photos, I have finally uploaded. Lol. So here it is.
http://photobucket.com/mywedding_photos

Preparing

2008-04-27T20:42:00.002+08:00

Time flies and its going to be 5 May. Lol. I'm excited as well as anxious. I wonder how will the things goes on that day. Well I try not to think so much first as I hate to think lol. Last week went hunting for my wedding shoe. My friends and colleague were very anxious for me when I couldn't get my shoe, especially when the big day is drawing near. They were scolding me for being not anxious at all. Lol. True enough I wasn't that worry. Haha. Lucky for me I get my shoe and its something really nice. Here's the preview of my mtm wedding grown and shoe for my ROM.

The heels is really high, but its kinda steady when I tried. Hopefully during the actual day I won't fall wearing this. Lol.

Wee again

2008-02-17T16:37:00.002+08:00

Haha.. I guess all my post will be my outing with my friends to Dragonfly, cause I'm gonna post about my outing again... hee hee.

Jiayi and I had dinner at 'Short Peter' (Antonym: Long John), I crack this joke when Seowli ask me where we ate our dinner. I told her Short Peter, Jiayi and Seowli was like 'What the hell is that' Seowli took sometime to understand what I trying to say while Jiayi is still puzzling. Lol. It's so fun making fun of them Hahaha.

While this time when we reach we went straight to see Charlie perform. We stood a area near the steps and about 5 mins or so, someone tap on my shoulder. I was like 'who could it be?' So I turn my head and a lady told me "my friend want to know you." WTF? Know me? I turn my head, but didn't see clearly that guy. So I just turn my head back and enjoy the song again at the meantime I told my friend about the incident. After a few mins someone tap on me again. Its the same person again asking the same question. Argh!! I just shake my head and told my friend that we should move to another area. Lol. Though its nice to know that there's guys would like to know me but I rather have a peaceful night, I just want to see the performances. Hee.

We went to the very front of the stage, its like wow! So near ans up close to Charlie! Haha... And we manage to see Jiayi's so-called Cute Guy. He's really cute when he smile. No wonder Jiayi is smitten by his smile. Lol. Hmmm I guess next time I should snap down photos. Another thing is I was suprise Sly Sim (Singapore Idol runner up) was there singing, I didn't know he was working there. I remember when he was in Singapore Idol, I quite like his singing. Maybe because he sings rock songs and his voice is not bad too.

But this time we didn't manage to stay till the whole performance is finish, its already 4am. I think we are kinda tired already. There was this crazy women keep pushing, dance like insane women and going around hugging guys. I think she's drunk but she is really irritating, she kept appearing in front of us no matter where we shift. Can't be bothered with this kind pf crappy women. Lol. Anyway here's some pictures we had took, this time we had individual picture with Charlie. I'm sure Seowli is very happy. Hee..

Wee

2008-02-03T18:19:00.000+08:00

Recently hang out with 2 good friends for shopping, eating and even clubbing. Friday we went to Dragonfly, but before we went in we had dinner at the nearby resturant. It was so expensive and not that tasty after all. We only order 3 dish and 3 white rice, and it cost us $56+++. Each white rice is $1 yet it was serve in a very small portion.

After chatting for very long in the restuarant we headed in to Dragonfly. At first we were just chilling out and having some drinks at 2nd floor. Later Seowli brought Jiayi and me down to ground level where there's live band. According to Jiayi its sadin area. Lol. As I was watching the performance I notice one of the singer looks handsome (lol). Seowli came to me and tell me that he is Charlie, our ex secondary school mate. I was like 'what?!' And get infatuated by him lol. At first Jiayi was asking what time to go back and I was like ok maybe 4am as it was already 3am plus. Out of no reason we were like wanting to see the performance after the break time. So Seowli took us to the side of the stage to take a closer look at Charlie. Lol. Afterwards we make a request to take a photo with him. Here's the photo we took.That's was really a very enjoying night with the girls. Hope will have more night out with them again. ( To see Charlie! Lol Kidding.) But minus the tiko peh that keep wanting to get close to Jiayi. Lol.

Good news

2008-01-12T16:05:00.001+08:00

I have been long long time not been blogging, I'm just too lazy to do anything. My computer's motherboard is spoil!! My dear have send it for repair and that person told him that they will send the motherboard to China. Gosh! So I can't surf net and play game for shortest 3 weeks and the longest 8 weeks!! How am I going to live without computer! Lol. Today my sister went out dating so I use her computer to blog some good news. Lol

Ok the 1st good news is nothing surprising lol. It is I finally get a stable job, a working place which is near my house, nice people, nice boss and of course a good salary. Tho the work there sometimes is stressful but overall I enjoy working over there. Maybe there's 1 thing that I don't like, a new-comer that is going to sit beside me, her face was unfriendly. I don't even want to smile to her. I can't accept her working next to me! Argh!!

2nd good news is... ... I'm getting married! Haha! didn't expected that I have this day. Lol. I used to think no one will ever want me cos of how I look. Things is just that not bad. Remembering the time when I was single to now, I have become more positive. Well, all thanks to him. Lol.

Lastly My friend and i are planning to have a shop online. I am still doing the webby and the stock will be in soon. Can't wait how the business will be.

That's all I guess, gotta go and prepare myself. I'm going out! Cya! Peace!

Thanks S-P.net

Sigh

2007-11-22T10:10:00.000+08:00

Why Why Why?! So irritating. I'm working as a temp now and the company wanted a staff also so the manager ask me to try out the work first before I decide. From what I know from another manager is that she will teach me personally, end up she ask a newbie to teach me. So whats the result?! A big mess! For some certain things she herself is also unsure or don't even know. So what happen today is there is invoice that is not suppose to be bill, it should be given to another person to handle it. I didn't know it at all cos that person who teaches me did not tell me anything about it! After that I overhear she complaining to other people that I mnake a lot of mistake. #$%&*&#^#*$%^ Who's fault is it? Mine? I just start doing it for just 2 days and no training no nothing, just simply ask a newbie to teach me uncertain things. She expect me to know so well?! Damn angry

Later in the day, the manager ask me if I'm interested in the job. And I somemore shows that I am.. Well, good thing is she is willing to give me a much better pay than I expected. All good thing has to come with a price, she mention that work load and stress is more for sure and I knew it cos i will be working as Logistic Assistant. Another minus point is I cant sleep late anymore! The working time will br 8am to 5pm which means I have to wake up early.. Yawn.. No choice. Good thing is I get to go home early if there's no OT. Well, I will see how is it and hopefully things goes smoothly. *pray hard*

What a fucking night

2007-10-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

Everything is alright until my mother came home. Nothing good I just heard she said something to dad "she's getting lazier and lazier, need some scolding" When I heard it of course my reaction is WTF have I done? I'm waiting, waiting for her to confront me. So here she came... She told me I did not refill washing power and even need her to refill each time nicely for me. I'm furious. Hearing this of course people will thinking 'yea, she's nice enough to help you why angry?' Why am I angry for? It's because last time when there's no washing power its always me who do it. So now she is just doing it back for me. What's wrong? Didn't she say everyone in the house has to help each other. BULLSHIT! What she want is always me to help. I don't mean I doesn't want to help. BUT what the hell she say I'm so lazy that make people hate me. She might as well say she hates me instead of using the word people. FUK U! You make me hate you too. Telling me to help, but whenever things I help you forgot, you only remember what things I didn't help. So whatever I help you wouldn't remember or take it for granted or even think its what I should do. Doesn't want to say anymore, it will just add more fuel. Thats all *gone*

Sigh

2007-09-20T18:46:00.000+08:00

I actually doesn't want to have 'Sigh' have my title but I can think of nothing but to sigh. Looking for job again! What the hell? I'm always looking for jobs, so sick of it. Doesn't want to talk about job I'm kinda sick now, down with cough.

Yesterday I wanted to open a bottle of 'cooling' water but I couldn't open it so I asked my dad to open for me. He tell me don't drink too much, what's wrong with me. I just told him I'm going to have cough and his immediate respond is "see, that day Ben coughing already and you still go to his house to stay overnight" I was like WTF? He cough was long ago man, long before him and I went to Malaysia and I only start to cough now. What is trying to say? Got no logic at all. I cough is due to I eat too much heaty food in Malaysia and not got the virus from him. So piss off. And this morning my mom called me and ask about my cough. I kinda have mental prepare of what she going to say, true enough she said exactly what dad said to me. Whatever dad said you have to believe?? Guess you don't even remember much. Whats wrong with them man? Dad is acting like a weird man to me now, i felt so distance from him. For the past few days we didn't even have any conversation at all. Somehow I felt adrift from them now. It's so different from the past, everything change. I don't know how long can I survive here.

7 September my dear and I went to Malaysia before he start his new job. How I wish I can just stay there and never come back. Hate to face the reality. Well, I wont go into detail of the trip as I'm not in good mood so here's some picture that I took.

Moo Moo! I was actually learn driving a car whereby this cow is really near to us. So I decided to took a pic of it as a memory. Lol.

The sunset view of Penang.

What can you see from this cloud? I see dragon, well you might think other wise.

Rainbow! It wasn't even after rain. It's hard to see such a big rainbow in Singapore.

Didn't really eat anything today, the whole day I just ate 1 pack of 'Tao Sa Pia'. That stupid 'aunty' came to visit me so my stomach don't feel good at all, so don't feel like eating. Another thing is I watch finish the whole series of the drama 'One Litre of Tears'. I guess I almost cries till 1l of tears lol. Its base on a true story of a child that suffer a disease relating to spinal cord cerebellum, don't remember the actual name for it, the whole story was really sad and touching. That's why I always prefer Japanese drama to Korean drama, its more meaningful and nice.

That's all for now, finally tomorrow I'm able to meet dear. Meeting him once in a week is a real suffer. How I wish it can end soon, but its impossible for now. Ciao.

Sigh

2007-07-26T20:27:00.000+08:00

Recently I really hardly had a good sleep, every night is always full of dreams. Kinda feeling down recently. everyday going home aimlessly feeling so routine. Starting from the morning waking up, go to work, go home, eat, sleep. Really hate this. How I wish someone could get took out my heart and feel how is it like instead of me saying it out, cos I don't even know how am I going to describe it. That's all I'm going to real the virtual life now to escape my real life at the moment. bye.

Food and more food.

2007-07-07T21:05:00.000+08:00

Its food again. Lol. My dear and I went to eat at Out Of the Pan. I can say the food there is delicious. *yummy* lol.

We had 3 plates of this!! Incrediable? Yes I think so. Its really filling. I had seafood while dear ate korean bbq pork and the above pic is perking duck. All of them are so delicious.

This is my ice-cream dessert called 'Chocolate Tempation' OMG!?! When it first come I was wondering isn't it suppose to be ice cream? Cause it doesn't even look like one. And when I took the first mouth of it. Gosh!! I'm in heaven, its so nice and there's like a chocolate shortcake underneath the ice cream. I have never taste it before. Lol. Do I sound like some kampong girl? lol.

This is dear's dessert. The saem thing when I first saw it, I was thinking the waffles seems hard but when I try it it wasn't even hard at all. Lol. Not forget to mention I like the fruits that come together with the dessert cause it's MANGO! lol.

Last but not least I get a watch for anniversary present. What surprise me was, the brand of the watch is Seiko. That's very sweet of him, so now I got no reason why I don't wear a watch. Lol. Time fly very fast we are together for a year, and I really appreciate the things you had done for me hope you can fulfil my one and only big big big dream very soon. Lol.

Enjoying..

2007-06-19T00:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday my dear and I went to celebrate our 1st anniversary. As we won't be able to meet up during the actual day so we decided to celebrate earlier. I can say it'a really a wonderful day for me.

We had Fish & Co. for lunch at Bugis, I ordered Swordfish Collar while he ordered New York Fish & Chip. I find the food wasn't that tasty compare to what I had eaten in Jurong Point. The fish was kinda blend and I hardly find the fish meat. Lol.

At night we went to somewhere more class, lol. We went to Prego. I was so excited as its my first time going to such a classy resturant, what's more is that we had to reserve the seat in advance. The moment I step in I feel like a kid going to a posh resturant. Overall I think the food was pretty nice but the pizza wasn't what I expected. It doesn't taste that great afterall. I still prefer the pizza at my dear's working place, that was really delicious. Lol.

This what Dear eat.

This is what I eat, kinda spicy. *Hot hot hot*

The unexpected pizza. Lol. It doesnt even look nice when it first serve. And the outer crust of the pizza is hard like biscuit, which both he and I doesn't like it.

My dear dear 'eating' Lol. I ask him to pose for me to take a shot.

Lastly my new mp3! Actually didn't expect to buy the mp3 yet though I have been thinking for very long. But when we went to the shop to take a look, that shop keeper was very friendly and keep introducing me the pros and cons of the products that I was interested.

And we finally took our very 1st neoprint together. Hee! I love those... I will take out and look at it before I sleep every night. Lol.

Time flies and its the end of the day. How I wish the time just stop there forever. Lol.

Lastly, I took a quiz and I find it quite true for me.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Take the quiz Here

What a moment...

2007-06-09T20:42:00.000+08:00

I don't know whether today is unlucky or just pure luck. My dear and I went to Raffles City, and decide to eat some dessert before he go for his work. As we were going up from escalator to the 3rd floor SUDDENLY i felt water dripping onto my hands, clothes, pants. And the colour of the water is coffee colour! WTH! I was so damn piss off, wonder which damn idiot did this. By the time we went to take a look at the fourth floor there's no one up there. Sigh... So we went ahead to eat dessert. Half way thru eating I bite my own lips *ouch and fllowed by a step on my feet from dear. Lol.

Went home thought of playing WOW but decide to go dota 1st as I have download something, *evil grin* I wanted to try it out first. First game was bad, there's leaver so remake. 2nd game was great, the first time I ever get GODLIKE with 14 kills 4 deaths. Lol. I'm not a pro or even near good player for dota and this result really thrilling. Haha.

Anyway, next week 12 June I will be going to my dear hometown again. Hee. So sorry for my stomach, I'm afraid making it bigger again. :P LOL! Well I will blog again when I come back.

And this friend of mine introduce me to watch this music video and it was so freaking touching, I almost cried. URL: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0y9czvew3o

Last but not least, I just went to see other people's blog (don wish to mention who is it) after reading the post I somehow was thinking does any of my friend ever miss or think about me? I don't think so. Even if there is I think I don't deserve it. I'm a very bad friend. Sigh...

oh my gosh

2007-05-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

Today I just happen to realise that all along the job I'm doing is actually a Senior Assistant Executive's work but I don't get an executive salary instead I get a salary of admin assistant. The boss is really clever, claim that they need admin assistant but end up I'm handling all the things that an executive is doing. Guess it doesnt matter now, I have resign a few days ago. Hopefully this time I really get something better than what I used to have. Trying to save as much money as I can, so that I can have my wish come true a.s.a.p. lol.

About a week or so ago my friend and I went to my dear's working place to drink n chill, but end up one of my friend getting herself drunk. For the whole night she keep ordering very strong liqurd and later I get to know from another friend that she was wanted to drunk a guy but after awhile I actually see herself being drunk and she totally lost her senses. Sigh, kinda abit disappointed to see her like this. That was my first time meeting her cos she's my friend's friend and it left me not a very good impression. Anyway, I witness how a waterfall is like. It's so fiery and they have to drink it like that. Throat burning man.. Scary, I dare not try lol. And the pizza n the wedges there was fantastic! *drools* It is really very tasty, I find abit pity for not being able to finish it. What a waste! Haha.. If there's chance to go there again, I will skip my dinner to eat that. Lol.

Lucky Lucky?

2007-03-18T17:37:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went to the Granado Espada CLose Beta party at Orchard with my dear and some online gamers. Nothing much over there just hanging around and test play their game. Soon after that they had their 1st lucky draw, it was one of our friend that won a microsoft razer mouse. We thought he was really lucky to be the 1st had won a prize. 2nd lucky draw, it was a samsang digtal printer. So conincidence it was another of our friend who won. Goes on to the 3rd lucky draw, believe it or not another friend of ours won the gaming router. At that time he was in the toilet and we send one representative to get the prize for him. Lol. By the time he came out of the toilet he was shocked he actually won. Times goes by and it came to the grand prize of the lucky draw, a Shure earpiece that worth SGD$500! I was like 'what?! how could a earpiece cost so much?' And the winner goes to.............. Christina Cai! I heard my name! I was stood rooted to the ground for a few seconds before I went to claim the prize. Lol. I couldn't believe that I had won the grand prize. I had never win anything in my entire life and I actually win something, something big! Lol. Before the grand draw one of my friend was teasing me, telling me don't be so bored grand prize will be mine. I was like 'nah not possible'. Funny isn't it? Lol. At the end of the party the GM were very surprise that out of my 7 friends 4 of us won something. The GM was saying that when he was about to pick the grand prize he tried to throw the dips in the air, end up its was me who won. Lol.

After we went home, I quickly went to the internet to check the price of the earpiece. It was true. The earpiece worth alot. The package doesnt just come with only the earpiece it also come with a personal fit kit with different sizes of sleeves that suit indiviual ear, a extention with a volume control and a plug in which I dont know what it call. It come with a 2 years warrenty too, which is rare. You can click on the go the website to take a look. WEBBY

Here are some of the pictures of the earpiece. Lol

Conclusion it was a lucky day for me, thanks to my dear that bring me there and filling up the lucky draw for fun. Lol.

Memorable Day

2007-02-15T18:29:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a wonderful and a memorable day for me though its short but sweet. Lol. Actually we didn't plan to meet at Valentine Day as he is working till late but he asked me whether I wanted to go and look for him. Without any hesitation I agreed to go to his working place to wait for him to knock off and I had my first ever Valentine Day waiting for my dear to off work for 3 hours. Lol!

After my work I went to New Asia Bar which is located at the 71st floor of the Swissotel. The view there was awesome. I could see almost 1/4 of Singapore. So I just ordered a drink and sit there enjoying the view while waiting for him alone. It was kinda weird at first seeing everyone has their accompany while I seems to be the only person that is sitting alone. Lol. At around 9 plus I saw him went to talk to his colleague and soon I saw he holding a 'rose' followed by a group of people. At that time my mind start to wonder what is going to happen. Soon after that his colleague and him went over to my table. his colleague switch on the torch light as the place is dark and one of them announce that my dear is going to present me a flower. As he came closer to my seat another colleague ring the bell!! Everyone was looking!! I couldn't imagine it, felt so shy. It was lucky that my seat was located at the central area. Lol.

This is part of the bar.

The mocktail that my dear ordered for me.

The 'rose' that my dear gave me. Lol!

Most probably I will bring my friend that the next time. The atmosphere was nice.

Happy or sad??

2007-02-09T14:58:00.000+08:00

From monday onwards I'll be working finally. Lol. After so many months of break I finally get a job but its a 6 month contract and after that if the comapny think I have done well they will sign me as a permante staff. But I kinda have some phobia , afraid being terminated. Well just work hard then^^

Recently I have been thinking, thinking about the past. Now that he and I are working we will have even lesser time to meet each other. My working hours was 8.30am to 5.30pm while his shift is 12noon to 8pm or 5pm to 1am. It make it very hard for us to meet. Sigh, I miss those days when we meet each other after work for 3-5 times per week to watch movie, dinner or even sit at a corner to chat for hours. But now we hardly have that now. Not able to meet him often is really a miserable thing for me, I couldn't bare the loneliness. I would miss him so much that I kept dream of him in night. But well nothing could change for the time being until he get a new job?? I'm not sure... This has been bothering me for weeks. I remember I watch a movie and there's a quote something like this... 'If you can't get used to it then live with it' Guess I'm gonna live with it.

I remember when I was single whenever I read my friends blog and they are always blogging about their boyfriends and I thought to myself why are these people keep writing about their bfs? In the end I myself do the same thing too. Guess it's because it happen to be the part of my life too. Lol.

I get to know a sad story from my friend, the girl who he is so-called with has decided not to be with him. All I can say is this girl is a bitch! After all the things that he has done and say but she just keep giving excuses that she need time, he don't make her feel he love her and even give him a date for confirmation. WTF? Well, I had long advise him that this girl might be finding a subsitute but he doesnt listen, now that it has happen he was so upset that he couldn't study for his exam. Pity him but what can I do? I already advise n console him as a friend. Wish him luck then.

Last and not least my sis actually replace the domain with her blog! OMG. That day she was telling me about we does not have much fanlisting anymore and wanted to move domain or something which I don't quite understand and I keep asking her, but she doesnt answer my doubt. Only until recently I went to her blog and saw 'moved' and it actually went to the domain. Sorry I can't accept this unless you do something to it. I'm paying the domain so if the collective is really to be close, my blog should be at the domain page. If not either you for the domainor change a url. I'm not going to push you to change immediately so take your time^^ Thanks.

New layout!

2007-02-04T19:24:00.000+08:00

New layout for Valentine Day! Nice? Hee... These few days I have been working as a promoter for courts to promote microsoft software. It was so tiring. It actually require me to work for 4 days at the roadshow but eventually I gave up on the 3rd day. I could not endure that I have to stand thw whole day from 10.30am to 8.30pm+++ with a little break. So whenever I went for my lunch and dinner I will purposely take 1 hour break. My leg was so tired and pain everyday after the roadshow.

During the roadshow the manager of court was a little too pushy, keep asking me to grab customer telling me to be more aggressive. WTH?! Guess I can never be a promoter. Lol. I don't like to grab people and ask them to buy things. At the 3rd day of the roadshow, one of the promoter actually indirectly saying how unhappy he is about the manager. I think what he say he right and he say about the things that people doesnt dare to comment it. Lol. Arghh It's over anyway so...

Thailand vs Singapore tonight! Who is going to win the CUP? I'm going to watch now. Cheer on Singapore! lol.

*After the match*

Whooo! Singapore has won!

Boredom

2007-01-20T12:45:00.000+08:00

I still haven get myself a job. Just pray someone will hire me soon. Lol. I just talk to a friend of mine who is also my ex crush. Lol. He told me that he had a quarrel with his so-called girlfriend. So i asked him what happen. This girl is so werid, they are like together but she doesnt want to admit that he is her bf. What's more she doesnt believe or convince whatever things that he said. He once told me that she said she doesnt want to admit him as bf because she wasnt ready. But it has been so long, and she still haven ready? I bet something is wrong. My friend of course is very upset about it, he didnt get to sleep as he has to go to school, working and accompany her at the same time. Kinda feel sad for him, he doesnt have a happy ending when he was with his ex and now this.

This world is so werid. People who is nice might not get a good gf/bf but someone who wasnt very nice they tend to get good gf/bf that willing to do anything for them. Isn't it ridiculas? Well nothing is fair, right? Actually I'm waiting for my dear to come online to msn. Yesterday I left my handphone at his house. I called him this morning and he was playing dota, so he said he will come on msn later. But after waiting for 1 1/2hr I still don't see him online. Guess he has forgotten. Sigh. I'm feeling as if I'm waiting for night to come. I'm going to check if he really forgotten about it, so I'm gonna call him now and get my answer.

*After the call*

*Disappointed* He told me he was playing dota and now he say he was playing hero siege. Seems like he has continue to play his game and forget about it. Sigh, don't wanna say anymore. I'm going get prepare and go to his house and get my handphone. Ciao!

Trip to Malaysia

2007-01-08T15:42:00.000+08:00

I'm back from my holiday! Its been a fun trip for me. We are like having a food feast, we went all kind of places just to eat. Lol. Alot of the food over there is so much nicer than the food over here. Here are most of the delicious food that I had eaten.

On the very 1st day we went to eat the best Wan Tan Mee.

And the Carrot Cake. The taste is different from here as their carrot cake is more of salty, ours is more of sweet.

We went penang to look for a friend that claim that his soya bean paste & drink is better than Taiping. But eventually after we have taste it Taiping's is still the best. Lol.

Later he bring us to eat the Bakuteh. For me I think the taste is ok but not the best. Lol. But its good that its not too salty.

Back at Taiping we had our lunch at a restaurant. I ate Seafood Porridge, it taste normal. I wish I hadn't chose that. Lol.

Egg toast, crab meat soup wif bread.

Chicken Popcorn

Chicken Ball Rice

Seafood Porridge

Seafood Toast Rice

Fried Ice Cream

The next day we went Ipoh and we actually had 3 meals for dinners! Lol! We had Curry Chicken wrap with bread. The bread is really soft and nice, the curry was fine and not too spicy for me.

Later in the night we had Ipoh famous beans spout chicken with noodles. The beans spout look fat and short unlike the beans spout here is tall and skinny. Lol.

The next day dinner we had dinner at Ipoh also. The meatball is 1/3 bigger than the meatball here. And the noodles is as fat as my last finger! Incredible delicious. Lol.

Back to Taiping, we went to eat chendol. The red beans are big and soft unlike the red beans here its small and hard.

I was shock when I saw the Tao Bao, it is really big. Its as big as my whole hand.

We can never miss the hakka food or you will regret. Lol. The soup is my favourite.

There's some non food related stuffs here. Lol. I found a large lizard at my dear's house. SO FAT! It must have been feed with lots of 'foods' Lol.

Also a big insect (look like a spider to me) that I never see before. Eeewww!

Lastly I had some interesting videos.

Click here for a proud skill perform by my dear lol.
Click here for World Funniest Dad lol. Watch till the last part, its really funny.
Click here for the making of the Indian Tea.

Oh so nice...

2006-12-29T18:50:00.000+08:00

Chau send me a Christmas sign but I forgot to check my mail. I just check today and I was surprise. Thank you so much... Sorry I cant get you a sign (as states in mail) but I promise I will the next time. I'm going Malaysia again. Lol. I will be only be back at 6 Jan so take care guys. See you all at 2007. Happy New Year!

Jealousy? or Mind People's Business? MY Advise is Think Twice Before U Talk

2006-12-17T15:30:00.001+08:00

First of all i would like to say HI to everyone here is reading this blog^^.

Read this BLOG entry title 'Morning session talks' and plz tell me what you understand from the sentences. My understanding is Someone pretend to understand our situation here and blog it out without seeking the truth. By the way im Benjamin here and Boyfriend's of Christina^^. Tht Someone im refering to is Sister's of Christina name Kristyn. I would like to tell u that Mind Your Own Business or maybe Put Yourself Into Both of our Shoes before u comment on our life!! and 1 more thing is...Please find out the truth before u comment!! Its not a good idea to just comment on people like that......

Now, U've choose to interfere in our Relationship and blog it out. So u commented on me not encouraging enough rite!! How sure you are? Is It you jealous that she is able to come to my house and u cant stay overnight at your boyfriend's house? I do think so most of the time that you are jealous of both of us and comparing things that "Y She(Christina) can and I(Kristyn) cant do this and that!!..." U described your Sis for being lazy. Have you ever thought of her feelings? Have u forgotten how she shower u by washing YOUR clothes and buy all the things that u want? Did you really cherish her? Now, you tell me who are being lazy and inhuman? Your words is ruin both of you and your sister's relationship. Have you ever thought of that consequences? She might not as smart as you do but i don't think you are that smart though. Certain people have limited abilities and each individual have their own specialities.

She got no friends is because she is not good in interact with people. Is that a problem? If its a problem i know how to teach her. So what if you have a lots of friend? A true friend will help you in trouble. Can u tell me how many TRUE friend you have? If u would like to say just friends, I got a lots too. Wana compare?

In your mind im curious how many TYPE of calendar you have. What i know is just 1 type of international calendar called CALENDAR. I got no idea where you came out with your OWN 'dumb' name called Singapore's calendar and Ben's calendar or is it you mean Malaysia's calendar? Is there any different in that calendar? If there is please enlighten me. Please don't give me a lame answer....LOL....

Here's my last paragraph, Kristyn please wake up your mind and cherish your sister before its too late and don't make fun of her. Don't take things for granted. Don't make your sister's relationship sour. U'll regret it and i will make it sure. To Grassy,my dear Christina did told me about you when you girl's having some great time in Genting Highland. I would like to tell you that open your big eye to see which type of friend you are mixing with^^,don't wish you to get dissapointed when you know the truth^^. If you don't mind maybe we can hang around with my dear presence^^. Im waiting for your REPLY, Miss Monstrous Kristyn

Sigh...

2006-11-13T16:20:00.000+08:00

After 1 whole week of bad dreams it has finally come to an end. So does the worse thng happen to me too. I'm jobless again... Don't ask me why, its just a misery. Sometimes really wonder is god making fun of me. Sigh... Whatever it is, I still have to look forward and get a new job again.

This week is gonna be the most boring week I guess. My dear isn't free for me. *sob* He has to work till 4am everyday. Sigh... That's all for today. Bored and nothing to say. Peace!

New member coming soon

2006-11-08T09:25:00.000+08:00

I will be adding a new member into this blog, which is my dear. Lol. He say he wish to blog here too. So I grant his wish. Lol. So he will be joining in soon, don't be surprise.

Today is especially tired. I had chains of dreams... Damn my dream illness is back again? *Sob sob* I had so many bad dreams within these 2 weeks, almost everyday I had dreams and none of them seems to be nice. This time I dream of my dear got beaten up some a group of people. It's story goes something like this I was going to eat with my friend at a coffee shop and I over heard this group of gangster saying they wanted to beat so and so but they think I beat the wrong person. And happen that I know that place so I quickly wanted to rush to there. But I couldn't find any cab and have to ran to a very far place. Despite going so far I still couldn't get a cab, jus as I wanted to call and book a taxi... my alarm clock rings. Argh.. I'm so freaking tired. I couldn't even open my eyes properly. This is not the only dream, there's a dream before this.. can you imagine how tired I am having 2 or more at 1 night?? According to what I know when you dream is because not all your brain cells are sleeping like you some of your brain cells is awake tuas it create dreams, once your brain cells did not rest properly you will felt tired the next day you woke up. *sigh* I thought I wouldn't have anymore dreams anymore but seems like not. Its coming back.

Yesterday I went to ask about my leave and found out that I won't have leave until I work for 1 year. This is so differ from my previous company. Well mayb I can get at least 3 days leave? If not I wont be able to go Malaysia with my dear and friends.

Last of all this is my quote of today. "Someone treat you nice, show your gratitude and not take it for granted"

Ciao!

Past

2006-10-31T15:41:00.000+08:00

Today I'm on mc cause I'm simply too tired. I wake up around 12noon and play game to kill my time. After I had finish my game I saw my ex classmate (SR) msn me, someone whom I admire when I was in school. He said the guy in my display pic look like him and he thought he was looking at himself. Lol. Later he asked me who was it and I was thinking... I remember when I was still in school I actually had a bf which no one in the school knows, cause I doesn't want people to know. But the main reason was because I dont wan SR to know. Afterall I still like him that time. Back to now, I pause for a moment and I answered him 'that guy is my boyfriend'. I was like laughing at myself. Remember those time when I tried so hard to get close to him, hear all his sadness. He doesn't much friends and I consider one of his best friend. Help him whatever I can and even have to give him morning calls. But sadly I did not success cause he has a girlfriend that time and even when they broke off I still stand no chance, he like her too much. And I know I'm the type which he wont consider. Lol. Its really funny when thinking back. Those time have become good old memories.

I'm actually the kind of person who is easily fall in love with people. So I was always kinda like tempted by people who is nice to me or whatever. Lol. But somehow now I can able to control mysself. Lol. Well maybe its not control, it's a natural thing? Lol. Cause I have someone which is enough for me and I need no one else. Lol. I remember I told my sis before, no one will want me and she will find one before me and who knows get married before me. And I said I don't mind grow old alone and maybe die alone in the house. Lol. Like I say before life is so unpredictable, out of the sudden things change. Every negative things have become positive, isn't it amazing?

Oh yea, I never know that grace actually read my blog. Lol. So 'kapo' Lol. (I'm kidding Grace, dont angry. Lol!) Too free I think. Haha. Anyway I have bought your present, I'm sure you will like it. Actually I don't need buy any present but because of you.. waste my money. Lol! SO regret knowing you. Wahahaha :P

That's all for today, gotta go for game now. Have to train my dear's char. Lol. Cheater him :P Ciao!

Quiz and more quiz

2006-10-25T11:11:00.000+08:00

The moment I step into the office and switch on the computer I would start to surf net. Lol. Find it too bored to do the work I suppose to do. Lol! So I went to take quiz again. Lol. There's tons of quiz to take so I too this quiz called 'The Wedding Date Predictor' and the result is 'YOU WILL BE MARRIED BY: Saturday, July 3, 2010' So its 4 years from now which is somehow a ideal time to get married. Lol. Well whether it will come true or not, we shall see then.

There's another one which is 'The Relationship Assessment Test' and the result is your relationship is more likely to last if you and your partner improve how you understand each other's strengths and weaknesses. And it explain that One thing in particular that may be causing — or might cause — future problems in your relationship, is your level of worry. Hmmm.. Do I really worry that much? I don't know. I don't have a answer myself, maybe sometimes I do worry but maybe not that much?

This site is really an interesting as it got all sorts of quizes. So for people for are really bored. Click here if you are interested.

It's gonna be quite boring for me this week as there will be no programme for me. Proberly go home after work and play game. What a boring day for a day to end like this. Lol.

Quiz again...

2006-10-23T14:16:00.000+08:00

Do you believe I blog again?! I got too much free time for me. Kinda no mood and tired today. I didn't get to sleep well last night, angry with my mom and kinda upset by him. I know I'm wrong that I shouldn't do the house chores in that way but what really make me mad is her childish act. I don;t wish to bring it up again, it's pointless and not worth mentioning. I'm glad that grace entertain me despite it doesn't even concern about her. My sis is lucky she got a good friend like her, unlike me I don't. I doesn't have any friend that I can talk to, so I thought telling my problem to him. But instead he got no mood and get me even more sad. Actually I don't need any advise, I just need some comfort or console. It just end up I'm crying in sorrow. I felt kinda disappointed that when I feeling bad or down you didn't make me feel better. It make me feel like I'm in the wrong. Somehow sometimes I still believe a person can't laugh too much during a certain period of the day or you will get really upset the next period of the day. I don't know if its true I just heard this from one of my friend during my school days.

I went to search for some stupid quiz to do. So I happen to see this site, it a love test base on colours. Looks interesting so I took it. And some of the result is kinda true.

" You find much of life's fulfillment in your strong relationships with others"

"So if a friend or romantic partner offers you some constructive criticism, you may take it very personally and feel hurt."

"In love, you likely seek out a partner you can feel completely bonded with."

"When you're part of a couple, you often really enjoy being silly with your partner."

"you tend to feel that it's important for both parties to feel heard in an argument."

"It can be difficult for you to have open, honest conversations about your own faults"

Thats all for now. I'm bored as usual. Cya Peace!

Learning time?

2006-10-19T14:15:00.000+08:00

Recently I came across this site which I find it very educational or rather interesting. Lol. I don't remember how I get to see this site but I remember it come from the Yahoo serach engine. It says about all kinds of female related issue. Its not only let women understand themselves more but it also let guys understand about the ladies. So what kind of female stuffs does the site provide? Click HERE for the site. But before that I think it would be better if you are above 18 before reading the content. Lol! As I think some of the content are not suitable for the young. Hee! I shall not comment futher about this site. If you are interested then go ahead to the site and find out yourself. :) Well do you believe for female when their period is coming they tent to be more horny than usual?! I think I do believe a little. Lol!

I was kinda bored in the office, Ben is on mc today. Hahaha.. Talk too much yesterday so today can't turn up for work. Lol. Tomorrow I'm gonna 'shoot' him. *Evil grin* Those guys in the techincal room keep chatting and gossiping. Isn't men the same as women? So 'San Ba' LOL! Anyway, I wonder why Darren likes to ask Ivan's relationship stuffs so much. Well, it isn't my problem but one thing I find it not that right or somehow not normal (I think so). Ivan and his gf didn't get very imtimate with each other for the past 4 years. According to what I heard is the girl has a certain limit to him. How could the girl feel or wants nothing for 4 years?? But well I don't exactly know their actual meaning of imitmate, do they refer to those normal stuffs or xxx. Lol! Well, it's not my problem, I'm just being curious who ask those guys to talk so loud and let me hear their conversation. Lol.

Feeling bored doing my work so I decided to go to Yahoo! search for some information about my horoscope. And this is what I found "When Leos commit themselves to something they go with it for life. Leos are honest in love life. Leos when loved and respected have hearts of gold. But when not loved or when they are not reciprocated they become depressed, self-pitying and self-destructive." I'm having a heart of gold now. Lol! The last sentence of the pharse kinda wanna make me laugh. I know its not funny by looking at the sentence, its just seems so true to me. I remember what I told to my dear before I was with him. I said I'm the kind of person that is extreme low self extem, no confident and a very easy depress person. But after I meet him I slowly change to a more confident person, and now I didn't even bother anything about this anymore. So is it true that all or some of the Leos will become depress when they are not loved? Actually I'm not that exactly not loved by anyone but at that time of point I felt that people did not bother about my presence.

There's another amazing thing in this horoscope site and is very different from the other horoscop site that I have seen. It says that Leo and Leo their love rating is 1/10! Wow... that low?! One of the sentence says that 'There is little chance that you will get along.' I was like 'huh?!' because I don't think I can't get along well with him. Well for me I think horoscope is just for entertainment purpose and shouldn't take it seriously. I like reading but doesn't like to take it too serious about it or my mind might wonder around again. Lol.

I might die in the year of 2071?!?! Heaven knows. It's just a prediction from the site too. If it is real, that means I will die in the age of 65 which I think its already long enough for me to stay on this earth. Lol.

Yeah!!

2006-09-20T12:32:00.000+08:00

New layout!! Nice?! Actaully was done on yesterday but it couldn't be up cos of blogger. Lol. It's been very long that I have desgin any graphic hope my stabdard is not droping too far. Lol.

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is medium.
You probably have had a couple significant loves.
And you may have even had your heart broken.
But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

You Are 29% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.
But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

How Selfish Are You?

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.
You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.
Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.
The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.

You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?

You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.

In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.

Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Climbling the walls

2006-09-19T13:05:00.000+08:00

Recently really feel so bored without meeting him. I have been missing him so much. I have been always thinking how could someone see their partner everyday without getting bored, but now I know. Finally I get to meet him yesterday, and its like we have not see each other for 3 years?! Lol! Isn't it incredible?! Feeling bored so I went to find some Backstreet Boys song lyrics (forever my favourite band even though Kevin has left the band) So here are the one that I find it nice. Hee!

~Anywhere for you~
I used to think that dreams were just
For sentimental fools
And I'd never find someone
Who'd give their love so true
But I knew the very minute
Couldn't live my life without you in it
Now I want the whole wide world to know

~Just to be close to you~
Like a flower to a tree
That's how close I wanna be
To your heart
Like the stars to the night
And daytime is to light
Will never part
I want you to be
The only thing that I've seen
'Cuz I believe it's our destiny

~Climbling The Walls~
Close your eyes, make a wish
That this could last forever
If only you could stay with me now

Thats all about it. All I know I feel so bored being at home. Grassy ask me out for dinner this wednesday. Lol! At first I find it so weird. My sister friend is asking me out?! Lol! I guess it because of the Genting trip, we chat and play like mad sometimes. Lol. Anyway I have agree since I'm so free. Alright that's it gonna play game now. Peace!

You Are 9: The Peacemaker

You are emotionally stable and willing to find common ground with others.

Your friends and family often look to you to be the mediator when there is conflict.

You are easy going and accepting. You take things as they come.

Avoding conflict at all costs, you're content when things are calm.

What Number Are You?

Your Birth Month is August

Ambitious and strong, you find it easy to be successful.
You are brave and stubborn. No one's going to set your limits!

Your soul reflects: Strength, character, and devotion

Your gemstone: Peridot

Your flower: Poppy

Your colors: Orange, red, and light green

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Wee...

2006-09-03T14:51:00.000+08:00

I'm back from holiday! Its a nice trip with my dear. Well, actually one month before the trip I was thinking going holidays for 4 days is it too long? It's like I never really go oversea without parents, so I'm afraid I won't get used to it. Lol. But after the 4 days, I felt its too short. Lol. I really enjoy the time with him.

I reached Taiping at about 5 plus in the morning, I was so damn tired and cold. I remember when I was in the bus the air-con was so freaking cold that my dear have to sacrifice his jacket to me. *So touch* Hee. So his dad came and fetch us to his house. The first thing I know is he is so rude to his dad! Lol. He doesn't talk to his dad as if they are father and son but like friends, but his father is so such a poor thing. He's being bullied all the way by his son. Lol.

Basically, at there mainly is snooker, gaming and eating. Lol. We also went penang to find some of our online game friends.

Roy the baby that claim he is 18 years old forever. Lol

A cute lady Joey.

Roy and 'Kuku Saint'. Lol!

Dear's sister (people thought she was his elder sister which is not. Lol) and his dad.

That's all for now. Gotta rush out again so I got no time to check my grammer or spelling error. Lol. Might write more when I'm got more time. Lol! Ciao!

Family is most important in your life.

Having a high focus on family indicates that you are a loving and nurturing person. You want to have a nice big family of your own, and you are very close with your siblings and parents.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Holiday again...

2006-08-25T13:49:00.000+08:00

I'm going for hoilday again! Envy me? Please don't 'cause I have spent too much money. Lol! This time I'm going Malaysia with my dear. Well kinda anxious because I will see his parents. *finger crossed* Hopefully I won't be too afraid to see them. Well we shall see hows the trip, will write more about it when I return.

Recently my sister introduce me a website for teenager. I know I'm no longer teenager, but so what? The site is have all kinds of information that everyone should know. Even you ain't a teenager its nothing wrong to read it. I came across this article "Love — the Real Deal" Bascially it says about relationship, how should a realtionship be a healthy one. And it stated a few qualities its says: The basic qualities of a healthy relationship include

* respect (I have that)
* trust (No problem with it)
* honesty (Truthful enough to each other)
* fairness (Have it too)
* equality (Yes yes)
* good communication (Working well with it I guess)

So I had a healthy relationship then.. Lol.

Also, there's another article its wrote about "Just Jealous?" I remember he asked my before this question "if another girl says she likes him will I be jealous?" Well at first I was like thinking yes I will. But after some thinking I tell him "No I won't. Instead, I'm proud about it. Because other girls could only like him and couldn't have him while he's mine and they could only envy me. lol" In the article there's a sentence like this "People get jealous when they are uncomfortable with who they are" I kinda agree, it has something to do with self estem. Low confidence kills someones. I'm actually those kind of people who are low self estem, no confidence in myself. And its really bad, it seems like the world has become cruel, no meaning of living in this world anymore. There's no life, and there's a concept in the mind that living in this world sucks. This is what I used to think. But I don't think about it anymore when he came to my life. I remember before we get together, he told me he will help me with this and build up my confidence. At that time I was thinking how could anyone able to do it when I don't think I can make it myself. Eventually I kinda have build up my confidence, I'm don't feel so much having no confidence anymore. Weird isn't it? I don't know myself, how it all came about. Lol. So jealousy would not come across my head. I owe all this to him. Thank you very much my dear. I may not say this right in your face but in my bottom of my heart I thanks you for everything you have done for me. Thanks god for letting me to meet you. Lol. Feeling cold? Lol. Then I shall stop here. Preparing to go out now. Ciao!

Holidays

2006-08-15T15:12:00.000+08:00

Back from Genting (Malaysia) and now I'm sick. Lol I'm down with flu and cough. This trip to Genting was a little different cause my sis's friend tag along too. At first I was thinking like 'what? Why she wanna come with us, so odd' But after the 4 days she seems nice to get along too. I even get crazy with her. Haha... I'm too lazy to explain in detail.

OMG!?!?!? I have to find a job again. So sick of it. How I wish I don't have to work. (Who don't wish to)

Well, yesterday I had my birthday celebration. This time is something very different from what I always had. I celebrate at a very nice restaurant with my family and my dear. The food was delicious and very filling. Overall its pretty nice.

This is my birthday cake! Of course my favourite mango cake.. Lol. If you see carefully theres a rose behind the cake, the rose is from my dear. How sweet >.< Hee..

Thinking of adding more but can't seems to type anything so I just end here. Peace!

Stucked

2006-07-14T18:38:00.000+08:00

Upset, speechless, worry... When I get to see what my sis has blogged, I didn't even get a chance to finish my dinner. All my appetite has gone. Whatever that I have thought wasn't that true after all I guess. Things changes.. Sometimes people don't understand comething and doesn't want to ask directly. Even they worry about me, how would I get to know? It really upset me... Why can't my dad just ask me anything if he has doubt? Why must they always talk to my sis instead of ME!?!? I'm the one who involve NOT her. Damn fucking piss off. So maybe all along all those question brought up by my mom is bcos of my dad. You can ask me and I'm more then glad to answer anything to you.

There is something I can't agree when I saw this. Here she say "If you are always lonely without any bestfriend, when you got a boyfriend, he will become your everything" IT'S WRONG. To say the truth he is not my everything. He just become part of my life. I don't really like it cos she always like to assume what I'm thinking. You can know the person very well or even guess correctly what she/he thinking but its doesn't mean you can read her/his mind. Why would I rather go out than staying at home? When I'm at home I can do nothing and sitting near her its would only make myself a bother. Why does I always went to sleep after I came home? Because I don't wish to so-call make u uncomfortable with me around you looking at what you doing. Why I want to spend money to buy myself a pc? Because you say say you want space, I want to let you have own freedom of time using the computer without me stopping you. You no longer company nor entertain me. You are way too busy with your stuff. I told you I'm glad that now I can sleep well without you accompany to sleep, and you can move out to have your very own space. I know this day will come but I really never thought its so soon. Yea I no longer need to reply on you anymore, I'm glad. Too dependent on you always make me upset. Sigh... Surprise, surprise again. Fuck it.

*Edited*
I went to ask my dad and hopefully I can ease his enquire. Well he get his answer and I'm satisfy. Things is always better if theres talk. So at least I get my piece o my mind.

Something new

2006-07-08T23:38:00.001+08:00

Sex
1. The property or quality by which organisms are classified as female or male on the basis of their reproductive organs and functions.
2. Either of the two divisions, designated female and male, of this classification.
3. Females or males considered as a group.
4. The condition or character of being female or male; the physiological, functional, and psychological differences that distinguish the female and the male.
5. The sexual urge or instinct as it manifests itself in behavior.
6. Sexual intercourse.

Let's talk about sex... Lol. It can be something interesting, funny, exciting or even scary. Get to know some news or rather some true facts about some people. About this I'm kinda curious about how important is sex to a person. People start losing it at a young age, have they ever regret about it? Its somehow sensitive to talk about it but its something that everyone need to know. After hearing something from some people it make feel frighten about this issue. It become something unpredictable and scary. Some people could give up their partner just because they reject to have sex with them. Awww.. WTF.. I hate people like this. Well guess its human kind.

Craps

2006-07-04T18:52:00.000+08:00

I had done this little Brokeback mountain thingy. I know the movie ended very long ago but I just wanna display my piece of art.

Dark days has finally come to an end, I see more lights. Bored so I decided to take soem quizes...

You Are A Bad Date!

Sometimes it just seems like your heart isn't in it

At least, not unless the guy is a dead ringer for Brad Pitt (with more money)

You just don't spend enough time wondering if he's having fun...

And newsflash - he probably isn't!

Are You a Good Date?

OMFG! Its true I'm such a damn bad date. Haha.

Your Flirt Quotient

You are 27% Flirt

How Much of a Flirt Are You?

Wow. Its true too! Haha...

You Are a Sensitive Kisser

For you, kissing is a way to connect

And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy

It may take you a while to kiss someone...

But when you do, it's total fireworks

What's Your Kissing Style?

The Only Thing You Play is "Cool"

It's not that you don't have the skills to juggle a few men�
Nope, you just lack the desire.
You prefer dating to be a simple one on one process.
No games, no other people, no drama - just you and the guy you're getting to know.

Are You a Player?

Men See You As: An Attainable Challenge

You know how to make your man crave more of you
But you also know when to show some interest back
You're good at keeping your guy guessing
And over time, you'll let him know how you really feel

Are You a Challenge?

You Are 34% Independent

You're a little independent, but overall you tend to follow the crowd.
Fitting in is more important to you than you may realize.

How Independent Are You?

You Are A Relationship Rescuer!

You don't ruin relationships, if anything you keep them together
The key: you respect yourself and your guy. Which goes further than you might think.
You simply treat your guy how you would like to be treated... the old golden rule.
And in return, he treats you like gold - or at least tries. And how perfect is that

Do You Ruin Relationships?

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love?

Your Love Song Is

Thankyou by Dido

"And I want to thank you for giving me
The best day of my life
Oh, just to be with you is having
The best day of my life."

It's all good, as long as you're in love.

What Love Song Are You?

Your IQ Is 85

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Average

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average

Your General Knowledge is Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

Your Dating Purity Score: 84%

You are an innocent dater.
You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship.
Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!

Dating Purity Test

Thats all folks!

Waves

2006-07-01T15:48:00.000+08:00

Fianlly I get a chance or have the time to blog again. I dont care if anyone see any of my post anymore. This is just for my memory.. lol.. For this few weeks, alot of things have happen and change. Its really hard to just say it within a few mins. I might already forgotten most of them, I might just say how I feel.

At least for now I dont really think life suck that much now. But its still not easy to live on. Lol. Soon I going to be out of job again. Sigh. Always get headache when talk about this. I wil just see how things goes. I hard to plan as to me my plan always fails or not to what I expected. So y plan when it will fail. Lol.

Every thing moves and change so quickly. I could hardly catch my breath. Sometimes I really hate changes. Why must things change? Things aint gonna stay the same. I wish I will always be a baby, being innocent and know nothing about this world. I must admit sometimes I still have the kind of thinking that I doesn't want to live on this earth, wishing to end it. Its impossible and I definately know its silly to think about it. Living everyday is like living on fear everyday, cause you will never know what things gonna happen. I don't like surprise, but still I have to have to face it.

Some news that I have know recently really surprise me. So surprising that I nearly couldn't take it. But I know its part of life and I accept it. I'm weak, weak in everything. I'm too dependent on people and at the same time I'm afraid to get too close to them. I don't like the feeling of losing it. It's very heartaching. I guess even I have mental prepare for it, I might still break down.

In order reduce stress, I play games. It just give me a feeling of living in a virtual world where things just look so simple. Have fun, enjoy and no worries. Isn't it nice? This world is so cruel, it make people to live on. I dont wish to carry on. Its useless to think that much as world won't change, its us who change the world. I just wish to stay like this. Nothing is gonna change about me. Ciao! Peace out!

Quizes

2006-05-24T20:18:00.000+08:00

You Have Low Self Esteem 64% of the Time

You tend to blame yourself when things go wrong, regardless of whether it's your fault or not.
You're anxious to please others and rely too much on their opinions. Learn to please yourself first, and your confidence will soar.

How is Your Self Esteem?

Your Birthdate: August 13

You're dominant and powerful. You always need to be in charge.
While others respect your competence, you can be a bit of a dictator.
Hard working and serious, you never let yourself down.
You are exact and accurate - and you expect others to be the same way.

Your strength: You always get the job done

Your weakness: You're a perfectionist to a fault

Your power color: Gray

Your power symbol: Checkmark

Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Are The Magician

You are powerful and wise - beyond what anyone can see.
Deeply complex, you have the resources to connect to the spiritual and material world.
You posses the knowledge to manipulate your life and the lives around you.
You also have a great healing power, should you choose to use it.

Your fortune:

You have unhidden powers that you have yet to tap into.
Soon, you will better understand how to use your intellect and intuition.
Believe it or now, you will discover how you can manipulate yourself and others for good.
You are at the beginning of a path of spiritual enlightenment.

What Tarot Card Are You?

Your Stress Level is: 52%

You are somewhat prone to stress, especially when life gets hard.
When things are good, you resist stressing over little problems.
But when things are difficult, you tend to freak out and find it hard to calm down.

How Stressed Are You?

What a day

2006-04-18T13:29:00.000+08:00

I nearly caught someone red handed, but.... My mom, sis and me was going to supermarket yesterday. While shopping for food I was bored and so looking around. To my horror, I saw a lady putting some stuffs into her plastic bag. I was like"what? Am I seeing things?" and I immedietaly tell my sis, so she decided to follow that lady. Later my sis came back and tell me her plastic bag gt lotsa of things, like meat, fish... OMG!?! I wanted to inform the staffs there but no one was around at them moment so my sis decided to follow her again. This time, she walk out of the supermarket by the time we saw her again she came in empty handed! Maybe she got friends outside waiting for her? Too bad I didnt get to inform the staffs there, if not I might be rewarded for being a good citizen? Lol! Well, I think she will get caught one day.

I'm out of job at the moment, and I hate it. Lol. I never like to find jobs either work. How I wish I can stay at home and play games... till i die?! lol Argh.. hate to say about life. Only two words for it LIFE SUX. Haha... Don't wanna continue so peace out!

long time

2006-02-28T12:33:00.000+08:00

Anyone miss me?! Yes I think I just realise some people still come back to see if update. I'm so sorry.. I'm just too busy with my previous job.. I couldn't have any time to blog at all.. Iguess I will try to blog as much as possible.

Thanks Amylia!! I love you! lol.. I'm so glad that you still drop by so often.. I promise to update whenever I can.. lol

And yea, I went to the Backstreet Boys' Never Gone Concert did you go?! It was excenllent. Brian is soooooooooo cute, nick is so engeratic, Kevin still so dashing, AJ n Howie..... I don't know how to describe them.. lol.. I took a couple of pics, but not that clear tho. I was a little displease by the sistic system. I bought the tickets as soon as the ticket being realse, but I only manage to get row 27 seat. It is consider far for me, else my sis's fren bought it about 1 month before closing she get the seat about 6-10 row. WTH?! Anyway its over so doesn't want to say anymore.. Here's are some pic I took (my sis took cos I'm too short lol)

Last of all, I went to look at some of my ex classmate's blog and find that the friendship has drift too far apart.. some of them were my best pal in school. As time goes, everyone change I think. ather sad about it. Guess this is life. Peace out!

Amylia Amylia Amylia Amylia Amylia Amylia Amylia Amylia Amylia Amylia Amylia

Long time

2005-09-11T15:57:00.000+08:00

Finally, I'm blogging again. I MISS INTERNET!! Lol! I feel like I have not been blogging for centuries! Haha! I'm way to busy on weekdays and during weekends I usually go out shopping or relax at home, I have touch my home computer for ages. Awwww... I miss it so much. Lol! Well, something I think I don't feel like blogging anymore, its like useless for me. I don't have much time on net. But I coudln't bare to close it like that. Argh! What a headache. Everyday work and rest for 2 days thats what I do everyday. So boring and not exciting. Nothing to look forward, maybe except every end of month when salary comes in. Haha!

Yesterday my dad, sis and I went to book a chalet for mom's birthday. Can't wait for that day to come. It will be just the 4 of us, enjoying, relaxing... Thats so cool! I'm not sure if my sis will bring her friends along. I just feel kinda weird, I don't know them as well as my parents so.... its understandable. Hee! No matter what I just hope we will have fun then. Right now I'm going to wait for my next salary to come. Haha! *money face*

To Amylia: Thanks! Money makes wonders! Lol!

To Justin: How come the quote doesn't work where you live? Hmmm...

To Nina: Lol! I have things to add on mt 'To-Do' list too.

To Samara: Wait till you get yourself a job and get the money you actually earn, I can tell you that feeling is soooo great. Ha!

To Amanda: I never really know Tommy Lee if not for my sis. Haha! I think he's quite a gentleman. Hee!

To Iskandar: Hey fellow friend! Nice to see another Singaporean.

To Chau: Since our life is so not interesting then maybe we can have 'battle of the boring life'. Lol!

Some stuffs...

2005-08-27T13:43:00.000+08:00

Recently, I just read finish 'Tommyland: The Ride' (Tommy Lee's biography). Its really nice to read it. Although some content are not so suitable for underage kid (but I'm not!) Lol! After reading his biography, I came to realise some of the things he say is very true. Like one of this quote he said 'Send out the good and it will come back to you'. I know you might think "I know this too" but will you actually do it? I came to this conclusion that I don't think I have send anything good out.

The book that I read.

Yesterday was pay day! What a wonderful day for me. I get this great news from my boss that they add a extra 20 bucks for my transport fee. What a news! I was delighted. I wonder what makes them want to increase the transport fee. For your info, my basic pay was increase too. (I don't remember if I have said this before, hee.) I only work there for a month, I was totally amazed. Haha! Sadly, one of my colleague will be leaving us next month.

My life is so uninteresting, I got nothing else to write. Lol! My stomach is burning right now, cause I just ate curry chicken for my lunch and its so damn hot! Haha!

To Justin: Thanks for much. I guess things is ok for me now.

To Lisa: For me to live life to the fullest should be done all the things you wish to do, appreciate all the things that you have and all that. Maybe that's why I don't think I have. Lol!

To Siamra: Yeah. It really makes you think. Life is unpredictable.

To Chau: Its hard so the more we should try to do it. Haha!

Thoughts....

2005-08-16T19:36:00.000+08:00

I'm so busy recently that I have no time to blog. When I went to work yesterday, I receive a very bad news. One of my colleague had a accident and has passed away. It happen on the saturday night which was my birthday. I was totally shocked, I couldn't believe such thing happen to a 21 years old lady. Everyone in the company went to her funeral and cremation. I hate to see such scene over and over again. I have gone through from my grandparents, uncle and now my colleague (even thought I barely know her for about 3 weeks). I really wish I will never ever needed to attend such event. I'm not afraid of death but I'm afraid of the process of life. Life is short, you never know what will happen to you everyday. So we must live life to the fullest. The real question is, have I live my life to the fullest?

To Nina: I ate alot. Way too much. Haha!

New layout!!

2005-08-07T19:19:00.000+08:00

La la la! I got another new layout! This time its featuring Backstreet Boys! Haha! Give me some comments, I know the previous layout was a failure. Haha! Alot of people commenting about the text wasnt clear enough for them to read, so I hope this time is clearer? Anyway, today when I read the tag board I realise theres a 'crapy' person saying her site was better mine 'this crappy peice of junk' (did you notice she spell her piece wrongly? Hee!) and yet she wouldn't dare to show her site here. What a shame! This does NOT upset me at all, instead I'm happy to see such comment. Haha!

Recently got a little influence by Kristyn, she make me like Tommy Lee's and Montley Crue's songs! Haha! She didn't really force me to, is just because she kinda like Tommy Lee now. Haha! And I'm actually listening to Montley Crue's songs now even without Kristyn. I usually don't listen to rock as I think there's not much really good rocker. Haha! I only like Nickleback and Bon Jovi. Now, I have discovered more than just them. Not bad huh?!

Lastly, my birthday is coming and my family has already plan to spend the whole day with me for my 21st birthday. My mom told me we will have big feast from breakfast to dinner! Haha! I'm gonna be fat! I better get myself a diet plan. Lol! It may not be something big but spending time with family is something which money can't buy. I'm glad that I'm born by them. *blessed* Okay, enough of my craps *quoted from that inslutingchick oops I mean insulting LMAO*

Here's the answers for some people who has comment, thanks for asking me questions. Haha! I'm lame.

Kayla: Of course I did. That's the reason why my site name 'incomplete'. Hee! Not creative right? Haha!

Amylia: It's a account clerk, doing all kinds of stuufs related to finance. Very offic-ish. I'm not allow to wear pants unless its friday.

Roxy: i didn't really buy much clothes but I have more bigger plans to spend those money. Haha! I do like the job, no complains.

Kristyn: Haha. Not much handsome guys but those salesman most of them are young and not too bad looking, sadly none of them attracts me. Haha!

Hard work?!

2005-07-30T09:40:00.000+08:00

Finally I'm able to blog again. I have already started working in a new enviroment for about 3 days, and I have coolected my 3 days pay yesterday! Haha! There's alot of things to learn and do. I have to be very very careful about things or it will become a big mess. For these 3 days, I have stay back to finish my work without having any OT pay thats the company's policy. I don't really mind as long as I don't need to stay till like 8pm. Haha.

Today I will be going shopping with Kris, I need to buy more office clothes. I can't wear t-shirt or jeans material at work unlike the previous one. Haha. So I gotta get more formal clothings.

Recently, I get this little thing that get influence by Kris. I can say she's a so-called fan of Tommy Lee, and before she let me know about it she influence me with his music, and stuffs like that. Haha. Shs always very shy to let me know who she adore or admire. I think its because of me, I used to tease her if I know who she likes and she will be embarrass. So as time goes, she wouldnt want me to know in case I tease her again. Haha. So isnt she clever? She try to influence me before hinting me that he's the guy she adore now. Lol!

Before I go, can anyone ask me questions?! I feel boring to keep saying non-interesting stuffs here. Haha! Ok, gotta cook some food for lunch now. Cya!

Poor me...

2005-07-24T15:45:00.000+08:00

I'm working right now but I'm quite free so I decided to blog. Yesterday, it was my secondary school friend's birthday. She has invited me but I decided not to go because I have to work today!! I have to work long long hours from 7.30am to 8pm, until now 4.01pm I have only eaten one meal. *sigh* Poor on me. Haha.

Upon my online friend request, I have to mention him in my blog. Haha! I chat with him serveral times on net, and I once told him that I got nothing to blog so he suggest that I write something about him. So here I am writing about it. *Waves* You see it? Ha ha ha! I'm tired to write anything now. Kinda hungry.. *Sob* 4 more hours to go I will endure. Haha. Got a little giddy here and there. Help me.......................

Finally...

2005-07-13T17:56:00.000+08:00

Ok, finally I'm back to blog. There’s nothing interesting happen recently and its so bored to blog when you have nothing to say. But today is different. I found another job!! Yay! Finally I can leave that horrible place and go to somewhere very near my house, fix hours even though salary is the same. I'm happy, I can’t wait to leave but I need to give them 2 weeks notice. It’s so damn long! Heck care! I don't like how the people handle things here. They give me those kind of can't-be-bothered attitude, especially my supervisor. When I tender my resignation letter to her, she doesn’t even ask why. Later she ask my colleague to call me regarding the letter. Why can’t she call me? She simply just doesn’t want to talk to me. Argh! Can’t wait to get the hell out of there.

Anyway, I have decided not to do skinning. Hee! I know I will miss doing new layouts. Maybe until I’m sick of doing layouts then I will do skinning. But I think I won’t get sick of doing layout as its my greatest interest. Hee! That's all I have to say.

To Tam: Ian Thorpe is a Australia swimmer. He is a excellent swimmer, has won several gold meals during Olympic 2004. Here is some picture of him.

Most recent pic, when he come to Singapore IOC 2005.

I prefer those times when his hair is blonde. Hee!

He look cute when hes in short hair too. But long hair is better. Lol!

To Ambrosia: I agree with you. So I decided to give up that idea. Lol!

To Krystal: Sorry about that. I have already try to lighten the font. My current job is customer service. Only pay me 1.1K, not good at all. Hee!

To Amylia: Many stars in da house but I get to see none. Haha.

New Layout!!

2005-07-03T16:36:00.000+08:00

Ok guys! Heres my new layout!! Like it? Haha! If you have guess it he's Josh Holloway from 'Lost'. I'm addicted to him right now. Lol! I wanna learn skinning so I can have many skins for you guys to view, what you think is it a good idea?

As for work, I really sick of saying it. I'm finding new job right now, I don't like working there anymore. From monday onwards I will be working long hours. I will have to wake up as early as 6am in the morning and go home around 6pm and sometimes 8pm. I need another job badly now. Haha! The place there really don't suit me anymore.

Well, nothing much today just wanna let you guys know I have a new layout thats all. Haha! Anyway, I'm quite excited about the Olympic IOC 2005. I wanna see Ian Thorpe!!! I can't get information of him coming here. So sad... If anyone happen to know anything about it like what time and when he will be coming to Singapore let me know k? Thanks a million!

To Stef: Yeah I'm from Dover ITE, I'm already out of that crapy place! Haha! You are from which year batch? I might have see you?! So coincidence! And I never see Sly in my school before. Haha! I have the class photo of him in my year book. Lol! If you wanna see it request it. Haha! Its so much different compare to now. I'm laugh so hard when I first saw the photo. Haha!

To Anna: Awww.. Guess the last option is illegal download? Lol!

To Mira: I wouldn't bother to care about them anymore. Guess theres no use upgrading as some are still new?

F U C K I T!

2005-06-26T14:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I was actually blogging in my office while downloading Paint Shop Pro. Unfortunately, the computer doesn’t have enough memories and the whole thing hangs. Even the program for the ordering of gas has hang! The worse has yet to come, calls keep coming in when I was restarting the computer. I was so panic as those orders has to be sent out, so I have to write all those address down, while waiting for the program to start.

Maybe its karma, lol! I was actually writing on how bad the company is and this happen to me. So now I have to re-write and tell you what I actually wrote. For my previous entry I said that the people here was nice, but I was wrong. One of the colleagues told me that people there are talking bad thing behind my back! I was so hurt and I even thought of quitting! How could I stay in such place where I can’t work together with all these people? I guess I’m very easily getting affected with things like that. So yesterday when I was at the office, I just do my own stuffs. I don’t want to get so close to them anymore. I told myself that I would just go there for money, for a living and NOT making friends. It’s really disappointing; if there’s other job out there I will leave immediately.

I actually miss one order the day before yesterday and my supervisor said that the one who miss order could pack their stuffs and go home. Later she found out that it was me, even though she was like kidding but who knows she might really mean it. I don’t really want to bother them anymore, say whatever they like. I don’t wanna give a damn about them.

Anyway, I miss Lost! Lol! Sawyer is the one I miss the most I guess. Haha! I just couldn’t get enough of him. I’m still waiting for season 2. There’s news said that a character will be eliminate, as he/she couldn’t agree on the contract. I wonder who will it be, I sure it will not be Sawyer. Haha! I’m thinking if I should start a new layout. Do you guys think I should? Hee! If I change the layout can you guess who will it be? Haha! Okay, gotta g and play game now, cya guys remember to tell me should I change layout or not. Ciao!

To Olivia: I didn't buy it, is my sister's friend that download the whole season for her.

To Anna: Watching DVDs is great too. You should ask someone to record it for you to watch. Its something you cannot miss. Lol!

To Stef: OMG! I didn't get to see the newspaper. Do you know the exact date he will be coming, I wanna go to airport there to fetch him. Tell me more.

To Nadia: The job doesn’t pay well, after the cut of CPF I left about S$900 (US$537). Sad right?

Damn....

2005-06-20T17:41:00.000+08:00

I'm in the office again to blog. Lol! Kinda bored right now as I'm working till 8pm today. I started since 10.30am this morning, and I have 3 more hours to go. *sigh* I felt so sleepy ever since I step into the office. Lol! Anyway, I get some shifts which I hate it. Tue to Fri I will be working from 7.30am to 4pm. And Sat is 3pm to 8pm. I hate the saturday shift, especially it end till so late. By the time I reach home it will be around 9pm. Last entry I have mentioned about the people here were nice but I'm quite a loner here. I dont know how to join into their conversation. *Sigh* Sometimes I feel tired to work here. Please help me. Ahhhh.....

By the way, my sis and I have been watching 'Lost' for the past 3 days and you know what we have already watch till epsoide 21!! I love the show, its awesome! Haha! Have you guys watch it? I love the guy call 'Sawyer' the most. Lol! He look gorgeous despite his character in the show is a little cocky. Lol! Today I dont think I'm able to watch it. *Sob* I feel like if I dont watch for 1 day I will die. Haha! I'm thinking of taking a cab home so I will reach home faster and see if I can catch at least 1 eposide. Lol! I guess I'm a Lost freak now.

To Judy: Yeah, he say he might retired after the Olympics 2010 if I'm not wrong.

To Ashley: Hes Ian Thorpe, a excellent swimmer from Australia. Hee!

To Nadia: I'm working as a customer service, handling phone calls so the whole day I will be facing the computer.

To Tamz: Nah.. Haha. I cant do anything with auction, I think its too hard for me. Lol! Its just a customer service.

To Olivia: I'm working as a customer service and we can go online or even chat online, my supervisior are aware of this as she is doing that too. Haha!

To Krystal: If I dont blog I got nothing else to do. I will be bored to death. Lol!

To Stef: I'm not sure, its just a suggestion from my sis. It's not a comfirm thing. I dont know when will I will get enough money. If by then I'm able to go China I ask you along? Hee!

New enviroment

2005-06-14T09:25:00.000+08:00

Thanks everyone!! I'm been working recently and everything is going fine. The enviroment is good, people is nice. I'm at work right now and I'm blogging!! Haha! Isn't it good? Maybe soon I will have to do some shift, I may to work till 8pm. It has to depend on my supervisor what time I will be working by then. I just heard a bad news (for me I think) there may have shift from 8pm to 11pm! *pray* I don't wish to have that. Lol!

Kinda bored right now, and now I'm alone handling those calls so I have to be extra extra careful. If not I'm gonna by killed by people. Lol! By the way, I have buy more nicer clothes for work. Right now I'm waiting for my pay day. lol!

Upon a request from Amylia, she wanted to know my favourite actors, singers, movies, entertainment stuff. Well some of the stuffs you can find it here. Hee.

To Judy: Talk about Olympics I wish I can go China to see Ian. Haha! But theres Commonweath game too. I hate to see Ian retired. *sob*

To lyna/krystal: That friend of mine is not angry with me, she was busy when I message her. Guess I'm a little
paranoid. Lol!

To Maria: Haha! They dont pay me lots. Just enough for me will be good.

To Michelle: Yeah, gotta stop them from nagging. Haha!

To Kristyn: Haha! I knew you can't wait, and you will enjoy some stuffs when I get the pay.

Good news!

2005-06-07T16:31:00.000+08:00

Finally, I have a good news to tell you guys, I’m finally employ! If you have read my earlier post, the job is customer service. I never expected that I would be selected. I remember when I was there that interviewer told me that there will be a 2nd interview if selected, but not anymore. Yay! I’m so happy! Hope it will be a pleasant job for me. Do you know what the best thing about being employed? No more nagging from my mom! Haha! This morning, she didn’t come to my room and wake me up early. Isn’t it great? Lol! But tomorrow I will have to wake up very early because work starts at 8.30am. Argh!

Now, I have a problem, I don’t have enough formal clothes! Haha! The interviewer called me and told me that the clothes I wore on that day weren’t formal enough. Lol! Anyway, I wonder how my friend, SY, will feel because we went there together for an interview and now I’m the one that got employed and not her. Plus, I get to know about this job because of SY’s friend (which is also my classmate but I don’t know her that well) She recommends it to my SY. Just a moment ago, I message her and asked her what bus to take to go there but she did not reply me. *puzzled* It makes me wonder if she is mad at me or she is busy? I hope she is not mad at me.

I might be going to buy some clothes later but I have another problem!! I don’t have MONEY!! I can only pray hard that my sister is willing to pay for me. Hehe!

To Mireillie: Thanks! Eventually I get my job. Hope you enjoy the music baton.

To Shelly: I can understand how you feel. I hate that too. I don't have to be scolded by my sis again.

To Krystal: Yeah, my sis and I used to have a joint blog but we decided to go solo. Haha! Guess this is good too.

To Chau: Haha! Oh so sorry I have mistaken your words. Do another music baton maybe? Hee!

To Tiara: Yeah, I won't quit blogging. I want to improve my damn bad english. Lol!

Untitled

2005-06-04T13:47:00.000+08:00

Thanks everyone for your consoles. Its really nice to see all those comments. I thought of not blogging anymore. Its just make me sick, but after much thinking ithink I still wish to blog if not where should I throw all my complains at? But the most important thing is to find a job fast, if not I don't know how to face them. Everyday, my sis will say nasty things to me. A elder sis get scolded by a younger sis, isn't it ashame? Even my friend laugh at me, ha, even I'm laughing at myself.

On monday I will be going for interviews again. *sigh* So tired of that, I hope I can get at least one of them. I might go for at least 2 or 3 interview. *sigh* I'm coughing now, couldn't really sleep well last night. *sigh again*

I wont write anything too long here. I'm bored. Ask me question anyone, anything will do.

To Chau: How could you forget me? Lol! You are still young not like me, I'm not studying anymore.

To kimmi: OMG! You ask me to do sex? Who should I do with when I have no loved one? Lol! But I will try to enjoy my weekend first.

To lyna: Don't be scare by me. Your job scope might be different from mine even though its waitress. :)

To Roxy: I have sign the contract that say you have to work for 7 days before you get the pay. Suck right?

To Kelly: Don't worry, I don't think you will need to do that.

I got this music baton from Amylia. I think this is fun but never thought that it would pass it to me. I shall pass on to others too. Hee!

Total volume of music in my computer :
24 but i reduce alot from my key board. Hee!

Last CD bought : I don't remember its too long. Damn!

Song playing : Destiny Child - Girl

5 songs I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me currently :
Destiny Child - Girl
Brian Mcknight - Back At One
Brian Mcfadden & Delta Goodrem
Black Eyed Peas - Don't punk woth my heart
Backstreet Boys - Incomplete

5 person that I pass on to: Chau, Kimmi, Mireillie, Roxy & Krystal

Life sucks

2005-06-02T13:18:00.000+08:00

I have quit my waitress job without getting any pay because I only work for one day. My whole body is going crack yesterday. I nearly couldn't endure. And its still pain today. Everyone in the house is blaming me for this. I'm PLAIN USELESS! Now my mom try to make things hard for me. Everything just suck. No body will be like me good for nothing, during my O levels I only to pass 1 subject and after I retake the exam, I pass another 1 subject only. Look how stupid I am. I have never achive anything in my whole 21 years. Whats the use of bringing me up. Maybe I shall go to hell earlier. I don't wish to say much today and I might not be blogging any sooner or never again. Bye!

To Shasta: The customer service job still have to wait for the bos to select and go for 2nd interview. So not much chance I guess. I can't stay at home, my mom is torturing me.

To lyna: Maybe I don't suit that job, you need to be fast and those bowls are made of glass it so damn heavy. I have to take more than 1 dish more and trays are not suppose to be on the table. You know those soups are hot, I couldn't use 1 hand to take them.

To kxia: Yea, the break is far too long.

To Olivia: This kind of money I would rather say no. I don't work for money. The pay is damn low, its S$1100 (US$656.489) and for the 1st month the company will take S$200 (US$119.383) . So why should I say yes.

Headaches

2005-05-31T12:39:00.000+08:00

If you have read my previous post you will know that I went for a interview yesterday. I get the job, she ask me to start work tomorrow. But one thing, after yesterday's interview I don't feel like working over there. I hate the working time, it start from 11am to 3pm after that it has a break from 3pm to 6pm, later continue to work from 6pm to 10.30pm. Argh! So late! What if theres cleaning and whatever things? I will be going home at 11pm? And I need about 45 mins to reach home. Whats more? I have to buy my own pants n shoe. Even my friend thinks if I was her she wouldnt want it too. But my whole family keep ask me to try it. And one of the supervisor is my mom's friend!

Today there's another interview as a customer service. I rather get this, but its not comfirm that I will get it. *sigh* I thought I finally find a job but end up headache.

Now my friend try to help me find another job which she has work before, but I'm sure if they want people right now. I'm waiting for her call right now. *praying*

Think back, I rather go school then working. With my electronic cert I cant get the job that want. I never think of being a technician. School is so much better. School wont reject you from studying in their school. Going to school doesnt need to be stress, you get allowance from parent every week. Study for those important subjects and pass the tests. Able to make friends. *sigh* No point saying these, its useless now. *depress*

To Shelly: I don't think that waitress job has tips.
To Krystal: The camera is 4 megapixel! Hee!
To kasper: My new computer is acting strange too, sometimes it don't shut down. Lol!
To Amylia: I think a need a job that I like rather than a man now. Lol!

Happenings...

2005-05-28T17:27:00.000+08:00

First of all, I wanted to say I just got a new computer!! All thanks to my greatest dad. Hee! It has a 17' inch LCD screen, DVD RW, 1024MB DDR RAM, 200GB S-ATA HDD, TV Tuner Card with FM Radio and etc. Wow! This is crazy and I'm loving it!! Whats more it come with a free digital camera!! This camera can replace my previously lost camera.

Milan lose its Champion League title to Liverpool! I was really shock when Liverpool could actually score 3 goals in 6 mintues. *Sigh* Sadly, Milan lose in the penalty kick. I don't wish to say more about this, its just too depress for me.

I know its late to say now but I just wanted to sayCarrie has won the American Idol! Congrate to her. I'm not surprise that she won, but I think Bo and her are equally good. To me I think Bo will be more famous than Carrie, as asian voted Bo as their favourite more than Carrie. Can't wait to see if Bo's album will be release here. Hee!

One good news for me, I have a interview on Monday. This is a waitress job, and most likely to have it but I'm totally new to this. I really hope I can get this job if not I think I can jump down from 100 storey. Lol! *finger cross* Wish me luck k?

Again

2005-05-19T12:29:00.000+08:00

Start to find job again today. I have tried to call and send resume to all those jobs that I think its fine for me. For so many calls I have made, none of them have positive response. *sigh* Well, I still can find tomorrow. The only problem is I'm so damn afraid my mom's nagging. Lol! I can't stand her nag at me. I overheard her conversation with my dad last night, she told him something like I'm those kind that can't be bothered, blah... Well, what can I do? That's what she thinks, in actual fact its not like what she thinks. She think I really don't care? She don't know how headache and stress each and everytime she nags at me. What she expect me to response whenever she ask me about finding jobs? I can't be like "Yes, yes, I will call this call that tomorrow. No problem, I will try my best.. blah.." Sorry I don't because I'm not those kind of person I prefer to do it quietly, I'm not those kind that will let others know what exactly what I'm thinking. Bored now, as my sis is out and I have really tried to call and even when to the agency website to update my resume hoping they will call me very soon.

Find some interesting pictures, just for laugh. Enjoy!

What a dumb police. Lol!

One of the way to cheat. Imao!

Security check for your family members, friends amd relatives. Lol!

Ducks has more advantage than human.

Do you wanna stay for a night? Hee!

Another to listen to the doctor's advice. Lol!

Lastly, I'm gonna watch American Idol tonight. I hope Bo Bice will win. He has a great voice, personality, everything. Hee! To me I think Bo and Carrie might be the final 2 but who knows maybe its Vontell instead of Carrie. Well, we shall see. *Cross finger for Bo*

Relationships

2005-05-11T12:41:00.000+08:00

First of all I would like to ask you guys, if you are close to your family members? For me I think I'm very close to my sis and quite close to my dad but not my mum. I don't know why, sometimes she is good but most of the time I just can't tolerate her. I always don't feel her care or concern for me.

I'm sick the last few days and I cant go to work. After I came back from the clinic, she kept calling my sis to check if I'm well. The reason why she kept calling is not because she really care about my illness but to hope that I can able to work the next day.

The next day I'm still not well but I call to find out if I still need to work as its a 3 days work. The person said I don't have to go for these 3 days, of course I'm happy but not my mum. After I let her know about it, she has never ask much about my illness anymore. See how truthful of her!

About 2 days ago, she asked me what kind of job I want to find and I'm really sick of people asking me this question. So I tell her not to ask me, I don't wish to answer that. She immediately changed her tone and started to nag. She said: "fine, I don't want to care about you anymore, I'll let you do whatever things you like, blah blah... I cant spoon feed you for the rest of your life" Excuse me! I didn't expect you to do that and I hate that!! She just don't understand me. I really get irriated by it. Each and everytime she has to keep asking me about this. I just kept quiet, as I know its useless to say anything.

Yesterday, when the phone ring I knew its her and I told my sis that I hate to hear the phone. Indeed, she called and asked me if I have asked when I will recieve my paid. I told her that it won't be that fast and she told that me I can't keep waiting for this part time job. I told her that I didn't want to wait for this.At the same time I can't tell her how much I hate to be a promoter. If possible, I never want to do it . So I tell her I can find other jobs, why should I do this kind of part time job. She said that but I didn't find any, and I get furious and said I just recovered from my sickness and shes speechless. Shes don't even remember I'm SICK! How sick of it.

What's more? She asks me to do house work all the time. It's not that I don't want to do but when I'm sick. She don't asks my sis to do it. She waits for me to recover and asks me to do. She has never ask my sis to do any house work! When is the last time she asks her to sweep floor? Just because I'm the one with no job?! My sis has a part time job so she don't have to?! Just hate it. Forget it! Everytime when I think about it just makes me mad. I don't wish to go on anymore. Sound like a granny telling her old grandma story.

Lastly, thanks to all people that have comment!

God bless!

Sick

2005-05-07T16:57:00.000+08:00

I'm sick! I had flu, fever and body aching. Its been 2 days. Now anything that I taste it taste so badly. I guess I had it from my dad (the first people that is sick), cause that day when we are having dinner I asked him to use another spoon instead of his so that we wont catch his diease. But he didn't, and the next day I'm down with flu! I told him about it, but he refuse to admit. Right now I'm not the only person who is sick, dad, me and my sis is sick! What a bad thing huh! Luckily I feel better now. The first day when I'm sick is the worse. In the middle of the night I felt a little feverish, so I got up and ate some pill. The next morning, I saw my eyes was swollen! Until today my left eye is has not fully recover yet. I think the clinic near my house is bad, the medicine that the doctor gave wasnt that good after eating 1 day, my flu don't really seems like recovering. Instead today I ate the parondal flu medicine, I felt much better. Ok, enough of my sick story. Hope my sis is ok, shes a little feverish this morning but still she has to go to work.

By the way, my domain was down for the past few days thats why my previous post wasnt up till now.

God bless

Sigh

2005-04-27T13:32:00.000+08:00

I don't know if I'm bad in luck or is it fated. Yesterday I was so happy that I finally going to have a part time job soon, but just now Aunty May call me its not really confirm. Why?! I don't know if its gonna be ok or worse. *sigh* I'm so sick of this. Damn it! Now I could only have my fingers cross.

Anyway, I miss the match Milan & PSV. Cause I'm too tired, even my sis switch on the room light I'm still sleeping. Lol! Good to hear that they won. Congrate! I think they will win the CL this year. Don't ever let chelsea have it.

Bored right now, no one is chatting with me. By the way, I'm looking for some link exchange if you are interested let me know.

Thats all! God bless!

First post

2005-04-23T21:05:00.000+08:00

I shall now announce Kristyn and Christina have seperated! Does it confuse you? Well, its actually we are now having our own URL, own blog and everything. We are not blogging together like we used to. I'm not sure how many people will actually read this, but I don't care. So I don't mind if I see my comment box blank all the time. (Actually I mind a little Hee!)

I just finish watching Amazing Race, its pretty exciting. I have never thought that I would ever watch this season's Amazing Race. Nothing much today, as I have said this is a boring blog. Roma match has start, I gotta go and watch it now. No Totti! *Sigh* I hope they will play well today and win! *Pray hard*

Thats all I have to say. God bless!